According to Nunu

Silver jubilee, we should get an award for that!!

2011-01-24T06:02:00.000-08:00

Even supposing that im not in the best position in life at the moment, it feels great to not regret to be in this spot. How amazing it is how a simple thing can affect someone’s life. Its astounding how question moulds me into the person I am right now. Who I am now, where I am and who I am with, is still written in pencil. I can rub it anytime I want. Life is too short to be scared, nevertheless too long to waste it. Here I am living life to the fullest!

HELL YEHHH FULL BLAST BEBY!!

Scratch that, its BANANA TAIMEE

E! O_o

Quicky updateee!!!!!

Update numero uno- I HAVE 2 NEW NIECES AMILY AMANI AND HANA UMAIRAH THEY ARE SO ADORABLE AND I LOVE THEM DEEP DEEP. No seriously, I love them too bits! I feel like im their guardian angel.. like the one with the halo, white glittery wand and that butterfly wing. Both of them are so cute and plumpy and god..loves.. that soft butt cheeks of em. I wanna bite that!

Second update- the fishes are doing fine, whats scaring me are the hamsters. Most of them are lost, like 6 out of 10 of them are gone somewhere we don’t know and no its not behind the curtain nor the cupboard. Stallin is getting so fat, when she sits on my lap I feel like lugging a fluffy sledgehammer. I seldom bring him on a cruise anymore not because shes a serial killer, its because her hair will wedged all over my sofa in my car. Its not easy to get it off -_- and my boyfriend is allergic to cats fur..sucks..payaya made a mini big rabbit barn just behind the house,and so mom made an addition to our rabbits, now we have 5 big bunnies. They are all adorable thang! And im pwetty sure that 1 of em bunnies are going to get preggy cause when I take a peek every morning, atleast 2 or 3 of them will mate -_- attayabunny!! toting up to all those numbingly house pets, my brother got a camo gecko. When I first saw it I was like.. EWWWW? But now im getting used to the fact that its not a house lizard, it’s a gecko and I also learned that gecko has a rougher skin unlike house lizards. :S so I guess its good. I just hope it’ll survive long..

Update number Three- I am now officially ayam’s girlfriend for 2 years. Hell yeah its been two years already mang. Im happy to have spent my everyday with him yada yada yada blabla bla lets skip the sweet part. What I really wanna say is, 2 years of being with him is like a roaring hell. Im tirred to see his face everyday, im tired of seeing him flirt, im tired of him calling me jablai.. im just tired. But the GREAT part is, hes tired too. So it makes it okay for me to be clingy and needy and annoying and fat and everything bad because tired is a good practice of the bad things. HELLO IM NURUL JANNAH THE CLINGY GIRLFRIEND, just so you knoe. Its works in a very mysterical and weird way. Somehow we managed to stay with eachother for this long without even stabbing eachother. There may be some outsiders barging in our relationship. They are just like tummyache, it’s really painful if you keep it there. Once you shit it feels good all inside out. (.=

Numbur empat- mom is going to renovate the house pretty soon. Im so friggin happy cause im going to get a bigger room with living room,dressing room,napping room,sleeping room,stargazing room. Its going to be finnee! And I know just the reason why mom wants to extend the house. Its because im 20(turning 21 this year) she thinks its possible for me to get married anytime soon(but I don’t since I still enjoy powerpuff girls on a Sunday morning) and shes very pragmatic, thus she thinks of the stuff shes about to do ahead of time! But that’s what moms do right? It freaks me out a lot but its true, cause she said that to me -_-. That is one freaky momma I have. But apart from all the marriage thingy, im ecstatic to stay in a bigger room. Moreover the room im in now is shrinking -_- seriously..

And that will end the foremost quicky updates. I feel like E! already. Gahahaha.. anyway today is my 25^th month with Fakhruddin, he haven’t said anything to me yet, and I haven’t too. Just waiting for him to say the word, on the right amount on a perfect time. I dowana say it first -_-

I guess that’s all folks. Im off to do some e-shopping. Its kinnda addictive I HATE HOW CONVENIENT IT IS. my bank account is crying for notes already. I should hire an assistant, someone who could assist me with my shopping and reminds me how much it will sting my bank account. Ouch, fakhruddin is the right person for that. Toodlesss!!!!!!!!

wreckless blogger

2010-12-20T06:50:00.000-08:00

Here i am, back from my adventures from cruel world. yes, kind of brief. it has been 2 months now and i still sort of miss it. i am also surprised i would start posting again? but i feel like informing the world out there, maybe "enlighting" a few of those who do not know about the topics i am talking about?so, yes. i am back and uber motivated to proceed with my career.i especially love this kinnda time of year about appraisal reports. can you feel the sarcasm?

sometimes during this time, i developed a crush on this pair of training shoes. i thought about this thing atleast once a day and thinking how nicely coordinated it will be on my feet and how much fats i can burn on it without having to get tripped. i could be the epitome of effortless masculine taste and style; all i needed to make this happen was this shoes.

there was a slight problem, however, and that problem was the shoes price tag. i love me some impractical affectations, but my bank account stings every time i indulge in one. This shoes was not like a mortgage payment or anything, but ita also was not something i needed or could really justify purchasing.

but this crush wouldnt go away. in fact, it retreated to a dark part of my soul where it grew and mutated into some horrible sort of fetish. I yearned for that shoes, but oh, how my inconvenient need to be savvy about what i buy got in the way. it was the worst sort of dilemma imaginable.to make a long and boring part of this dilemma short, i am planning to go on a KK trip and could find the same pair for a significantly lower price. as that happens my heart will sing in happy tunes as i will purchase it with affordable price, or maybe if it takes for me to cry to my mom to get it, i will! so this shoes could at last be mine. Mine, mine, mine! It would be mine!

HAPPY RAMADHAN!

2010-08-15T06:17:00.000-07:00

Well, once again the kettle is on the boil, the ball is in the other court and im holding my breath to see if the toast lands butter side up or butter side down... stuff like that. today im feeling kinnda retarded.. if your in the same boat with me, join me in. i really wanna squeeze out something good from my brain. But i have a strong feeling that i couldnt, cause im fasting. :D its fasting month eberybadehh.

Have a decent Ramadhan Everyone!

Personally i love ramadhan, all the ghosts are locked up in hell. Edward Cullen is also inhell, aswell as Jacob. I wish Justin Bieber is a ghost too. Aside from that, its an excellent time for giving. Good deeds abolishes the past sins. and its so easy to gain good deeds. Alhamdulillah!

happy fasting.

2010-08-15T02:05:00.000-07:00

this is just to break the silence. cause i know i havent been here for such a long time. this blog deserves a peek for once a while yknow.

Are you ready for a long survey that actually has some new questions?
- whatever it is, just pop it. i cant wait to be bored.

What does the song you’re listening to remind you of?
- si fakhruddin yang jahat. :(

Is there someone who makes you instantly smile when you receive a message from them?
- yes, especially when its from amy saying that i dont have to go to work (y)

Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?
- I HAVE NOTHING TO DO! FIJJIN BROKE!

Are you disappointed in anyone?
- yes, big time honey.

If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
- that means im pissed.

What were you doing at 3am this morning?
- sleeping off soundly.

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you’re sure they won’t tell anyone?
- yes, friends like that sre sure hard to find :)

Is there anything in your past that you would do differently?
- i dont know, maybe?

Will this weekend be a good one?
- it sucks.

How many tattoos would you get?
- if tats are not haram for muslims, i would just get 1 and place it behind my ears. just any fancy shapes. which i dont know what.

What is the latest you’ve stayed up in the past week?
- 1am? i know, i suck, i got work and have to stay in bed early for crying out loud.

Do you like being around a large group of friends, or a best friend?
- its a bit of both, 2 is a crowd right. but 3 is a party.

Where’s your phone right now?
- just next to me. expecting a text from a very annoying person.

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
- yes, that night. when we sincerely feel each other.

Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?
- all the time mate.

What woke you up this morning?
- nothing, i was meant to wake up cause it was already 11am.

Could you date someone taller than you?
- i love tall guys. they tingles my pancrease.

Is there anyone that hates you right now?
- i hope not.

Have you ever woke up next to someone and wanted to puke?
- i had my nights...

If someone liked you, what would be the best way for them to tell you?
- i prefer for them not to tell me. cause i'd be akward. haha

Are you looking forward to anything?
- no. life is boring. pretty much the same.

Do you like surprises?
- YESS!

Would you rather your partner have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?
- my partner has both. so i dont think i can pick from either one.

Is it easy to make you smile?
- as easy as a,b,c.

What color is your toothbrush?
- its pink.

Have you ever had a black and white cat?
- yes, but biski died on a car accident.

Last time you had someone cook for you?
- hmm. my dear friend khin? and that was waayy back to last month.

What are you doing right now?
- on my bed doing this survey, tryna make this blog lively,

Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry?
- err no.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- jakarta.

Are you a morning person or a night person?
- i cant decide on this one. cause i think im neither.

What are you listening to right now?
- steavie hoang - ex player. haha

Eye color?
- black, damn black

Do you wear contacts/glasses?
- i wear lenses cause my vision sucks

Favorite Season?
- sunny days.

Last Movie you Watched?
- sorcerers apprentice. twas okay, now i wanna watch the back up plan and the expendables. but someone stood me up and needs to make up for it!!!!!

Piercings?
- i had enough of piercing.

What were you doing before filling this out?
- youtubing.

Right-handed or Left-handed?
- righty

Are you missing someone?
- yes, few people thats coming in and out of my life. especially the ones who had rocked my world.

How’s your hair?
- bouncy, im so inlove with my hair today

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
- no because ive got work on saturday morning.

First thing you thought about this morning?
-sleep and more sleep

Are you shy?
- if i dont know you and tryna make a good impression on you yes im shy shy cat. but if i know you and im comfortable with you then im inda pemalu.

Favorite tv show?
- friends, all time favourite. nothing compete.

What are the things you always take with you?
- my car, duhh haha bimbo moment.

Are you there for your friends?
- this is a trick question. cause havent contacted them for a while since the last school holis.

Are you a forgiving person?
- yes, easily. -_-

What alcohol do you drink?
- i dont drink.

Who is with you now?
- no one, just stallin and me.

Who were you with last time you ate?
- beedin, at his house sungkai. *kambang

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
- beedin.

Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
- nope.

What are your plans for tonight?
- i dont know?

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
- yes but i have to be really rich and i have to drag my family along.

What’s your favorite subject?
- english,science and history.

Last thing that made you laugh out loud?
- i dont remember when did i really had a good laugh.

Do you want to be married right now?
- hmm not really. i still wanna explore whats out there. and if im married i have to share my bed. aint that sucks.

What do you usually do first in the morning?
- put on a song that can keep me awake.

Do you drink milk on a regular basis?
- yes, i alwas have it with cereal

What are you looking forward to about tomorrow?
- well. nothing?

Do you know anyone who is a hypocrite?
- yes, maybe? or i was just being judgemental.

Are you expecting a phone call?
- nope

Do you think alcohol should be banned?
- it is banned in brunei

When you’re in a bad mood, what will always put you in a better mood?
- my love pills. and food. and stallin.

glimpse of my turd

2010-07-27T03:48:00.000-07:00

"this morning i woke up, i was so inlove.. i was inlove with my bed. it was really hard to leave my bed. so i took my time to twist and turn on my bed, givin em some of my love moves. yet i end up, on the love machine, dozing off half dead. my phone rang and oh snap it was my supervisor. i slept in!" story mentioned above is a simple example of my feelings that depict how i feel about work lately = sucky. its an early symptoms that im going to quit my job very soon. why you might say? because i dont enjoy it no more.
but theres a catch, without the job, i wont be earning anymore experience, skills and most of all money. without money i wont be able to pay for my own food, get my car refueled, buy easicards and it will even left me no money for shopping. without all those, i could slit my wrist everyday and night and be an emo, no its not cool. no one will wants to be friend with me. then i will die alone. no one wants to die alone. thats how i pick up myself and just seize the moment. carpe diem. :)

quicky update,
i replaced my previous cherry with a recent one that i bought, rose. yup thats right i got a new phone. dont really like the features but its sexy.
my cat ate my hamster, pixie. now its not just a metaphor anymore, its a real effing thing. i lost my hamster that day and i kept stallin in his cage. i didnt know how my hamster got in the cage. the next thing i know my hamster was skinned to death. now stallin is a serial killer. since then i dont really sleep with stallin and i dont go out that much with him anymore. i kesian dust(my other hamster) cause she is pregnant and had to go her pregnant days alone. i kept her cage next to the fish tank so they can mingle. i hope she will due very soon!

theres this another thing. i dont mean to brag about being a bitch. i knew this guy for a looong time. he claims that he understands women more than everything. but turns out hes really suck at it. all he know, is how to make women feels better. if girls were cars, he would just drift and ride it like a toy, he wouldnt even bother to read the user's manual. in short, hes only there during the times when its easy and sweet, when things get sour he'll be a swell,no where to be found. nope nada.
as jerky as this guy may sound. i love him so much and i want him to stop being an asshole. i have provided him a user manual. i'd like to share this with my followers as well. please find it useful ;)
there will be a lot of this coming. all you have to do is just stay tuned. toodles!

Number Retriever

2010-07-21T04:27:00.001-07:00

dear all, im sorry for dissapering all month, with the new email account which i havent spilled, the deactivated facebook and now.. new mobile number, i dont feel like im in contact with my friends anymore. my insanity is imminent, i think im going to die.
and again looohhng hiatus. im just busy. :D life is good, its great!

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i lost my number and i lost my phone. long story short, i bought new ones and i lost my contacts. it sucks! BIG TIME! if you are my friend, and you know you love me to the very soul, and you dont want to lose contact with me, and you think im awesome please answer the trivia to retrieve my number. (i figured its the safest way to give out my number). i made it easy thou. so PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, answer it all correct and holler at me! hehe best luck.

Answer all these to get my new NUMBER! » make online tests

serendipity

2010-07-05T13:45:00.000-07:00

partially lost.
this is life lately..at least im not complaining.

fighter

2010-06-22T10:42:00.001-07:00

*updates* deleting past. dont believe me? check again. :)
Welcome back home Alifdo! more more ciggy session, tk session and crujjing session! yayers.

crap.. i just realised that theres no such thing as fairytale.
but im holding on thankyouverymuch! what doesnt kill me will only make me stronger.

weeklings & tourques

2010-06-13T06:06:00.000-07:00

hi someone told me my blog is now bangas. excuse me for being so busy xP i thought i had a hard time coming my way. but it was just like a 24 hour flu; you got sick, you eat your meds and you got over it. thats how it is with me..dealing with a breakup is tough theres no question about that. its not easy to lose the one you love...however, more often than not we make our situation tougher than it needs to be.pouring our hearts out to anyone and everyone who will listen is just one of those ways we make things harder on ourselves.but heres a question worth asking; do these people genuinely care to listen to our stories… or are they just being polite? haha either way i dont wanna know whats the real answer for that. but i never felt good in for more than 1 and a half years. i dont wanna talk more about it. its done and its good. i cant afford to lose another time! and i cant wait to spend another time with someone whos worth spending it for :)

and no, im not being ego.
anywayss heres a lil shoutout to my people who i now constantly going in and out my blog. sorry ive been in a week hiatus. i didnt reply messages cause i thought i needed some time away. not to sound selfish but thats just really it. :S im really sorry..

R in reading, im glad that your around.even at times when i was doing my workcup, driving heavily and smoked the whole evening. hahaha xD your still there and anddd you didnt think that im just a clumsy idiot or an absolute ingeriss disaster. hahaha hmm right?..

...........................................................................................................this is stallin grey, he is a very cute cat. this morning he was brown but now hes pink. why? ask my brother azim -_-

p/s: i could use something to munch right now. -_- i just dont know what do i wanna eat. can i eat you?

foolish vegan

2010-06-07T05:48:00.001-07:00

i think that sometimes the most difficult person to understand is yourself. as you get older you quickly become more and more aware of all the layers. there are layers to yourself that feel so normal at one moment and so horrid the next. and that is.. in my experience, the most frightening feeling of all; when you wake up in the morning and you cant remember the person you were last night. you look in the mirror and you cant recognize the person uve seen each time you have looked in the mirror over the past twenty years. your actions are read back to you and you cant recall yourself. lessons lie amongst the residue that are painful to face, but the most important to know completely,i think.. hee or.. or.. for the other haalf to know completely maybe it'll get less painful? who knows.
10 things i forgot to remind myself for each and everyday.
1. money, love, food. 3 most important things in my life. i take these things for granted. what a waste. i work for - money. family, friends and him - love. 24/7 nanosecs of well being - food.
2. i will do anything to be someone known by the time im 30, even if it takes giving him up. but then again, i dont want to lose him hehe.
3. i want my friends to be happy and comfortable with me. tells me whats bugs them about me. slap me on my face everytime i turn green.
4. i much rather have ryan reynolds, marcell and christiano ronaldo all in one. but i much rather have fakhruddin ariffin himself.
5. i swear my parents will love you. its just not the right time. hahaha
6. i am the worst employee, daughter, friend or girlfriend you will ever have. but eventually i learn from it.
7. i still havent asked and actually pushed him to answer me you why he loved me. after all these years..
8. i could go better than where i am now, but i didnt pushed myself hard enough to get on top. now that ive learned from it. i gotta restart on a muddy bottom. i have the strength, just keep refilling.
9. i always forget to protect and stand up for myself. whats wrong with me?
10. god is the reason why im here. my parents is the cause. im here for a reason, i have figured out my purpose in life.. unfortunately i havent achieve anything from it. what a shame, do you know your purpose in life?

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*the other story*

...and so i tripped and slept in.. when i woke up, i saw callot kake! not just a slice, but the whole thing. thankyou abang zul. i have already spent over 5 hours munching over this monster.

if they are asking me to pick between carrotcake and love. i would pick carrotcake. because, carrotcake it the love itself. haha oay im exaggerating a bit..okaaay maybe a lot. haha.

p/s: i miss you.

thanks captain obvious.

2009-11-13T05:16:00.000-08:00

im in the midst of feeling like im riding a janky carnival ride. the highs are good; im getting back to myself, opening up in a way that i havent before, reconnecting with the most excellent people. but some days, it feels like the bolts are loose, and things could just shake apart. this last week was shaky. man, was it shaky. it made me really question my expectations about the elements in my life, and now im forced to reexamine what it is i want.

that is such a hard question. what is it that i want?

it seems so easy to answer in general terms. happiness. simplicity. success. health.
but what about specifics? where do i want to be? what do i want to do? who do i want to do that with? where do i see myself in five years? my aunt asked me that question a few days ago; where i want to be in five years. i could only half smile and shake my head. five years? hell, i dont even know where i want to be in the next five minutes. and the disturbing part of that is, i dont really care.

i just have to put one foot in front of the other. live in the moment. try to accept that there are no accidents. that is so hard for me. i want everything spelled out, preferably in a nice font and ready for me to embrace it. right now it is like reaching out to embrace a puff of smoke.
but, like my mom once said; leap and the net shall appear. i did leaped lah mom, the net is far. yet im trying to reach it. reaching it is a thrill. thrill that release everything that i have kept for years ago. it is so strange, this feeling of release. i truly havent felt this way in a long, long time. Years. i dont know how much that had to do with internal or external circumstance, really, but i do know that it feels like im finally breathing freely after a long time of holding my breath.

i feel myself unwinding. unraveling in the most delicious way. i think that might have alarmed me once, but now i am yielding to the cravings of my heart, and my body, and my mind and im just starting to reignite the fire that has been smoldering for far too long.

there is inspiration peeking out of my consciousness that hasnt seen daylight. i have been dreaming so much that when i wake, im overwhelmed with images and sensations and impressions. like things are trying to burst out of me, and my consciousness isnt allowing that to happen quite quickly enough. i feel full of life, and starting to get my pace back, and i feel huge. i feel larger than my physical self.

apparently ive been doing a lot of talking in my sleep, too, and that hasnt happened in years either. hahaha. hmm.

one died too young.
one died too suddenly.
one seemed to linger on longer than necessary.
one wanted to linger, but lost their grip.
one wanted to die.
one didnt know whether they wanted to live or die, but decided.
one deserved what was coming to them.
one didnt.
one died when i was too young.
one floated away softly, peacefully.
one crashed through the barrier.
one smiled, and held my hand, and sighed, and died.
i carry them all.

freedom. i can paint my nails. i can be a bitch. i can do illegal things. i can cry just whenever i can. i can wear wedges. i can eat and be fat.

giving away my monday

2009-11-12T03:25:00.000-08:00

as you may have figured out by now, im a person who doesnt enjoy living a life of lies. that being said, im very capable of identifying my own weaknesses or bad traits in life. some of them cant be helped, while some are dependent on situation while some are totally outrageously wrong which i have fixed. this will spin one of my most hideous human side. i have no expectation on what you guys may react from these blog posts, but im prepared to be bombarded with criticism that may make my mum cry.

i am a kleptomaniac and a thief. to start off the story of how my kleptomania tendency begun, lets rewind to Billys chapter, shall we? remember how was so horrible back then, lonely and needy. fucking needy i tell ya. i didnt really have anyone to share my love, romantically when i know i need someone. i was filthy! in short. but of course, this was theft and not kleptomania. by normal definition, kleptomaniac steal things not because of their monetary value but just for the thrill of doing so. I was both a kleptomaniac and a thief if you ask me. letss start with my major kleptomaniac behavior. i stole someones heart and now i refuse to give it back. its not a perfect crime. he found out that i have stolen it.. and now, he wants it back. no matter how harsh or how lean he wants it back, still. no luck. i know im being such a bitch. letting go is never that easy for me. im the person who holds on into something too tightly. when its time to let go, i would still hold on to it, till i dont know when. its pretty sad anyway, cause he dont understand. i call this real love. sooner or later i know i just have to move on and let it go. forget all the memories, be with someone else, start a new chapter in life. but, i dont have the guts to do so. im too scared to let go, he taught me how to live and for sure il be lost when hes gone. its just i have a feeling that this is NOT it. there will be more of us, if we put much effort on it. ofcourse not now, maybe some other time when his ego is not bigger than his head. me myself, i dont wanna have any string attach, i just want to be OWNED! im not desperate.... yet, but seriously you guys. -_-

ps; this is why im losing weight. FYI! haha.

blizzard coming through.

2009-09-01T06:21:00.000-07:00

okay, i have to admit that i lied again about all the updates and stuff, hee. i hardly get the mood to blog really. and right now im soo in the mood. just dont wanna blog about my social events anymore. just feel like updating about how i feel. yea, lets just brag about how i live my life and how much im living it. cause right now thats the very reason why im not happy.

currently im on a timing problems, i dont wanna show problems too much or its going to suck a little more. well, its not easy talking about personal problems, aside from the pain, theyre difficult to articulate.

i really dont know whats got into me. somehow every morning, everytime my alarm rings, i have this super strong urge to go back to sleep. its just so darn comfortable under my blanket i dont wanna get up even though i know im gonna be late for chores very soon. i think if i have a bolster il never ever get out of bed(getting rid of bolster might arise another getting- to sleep problem), its complicated. on a few occasions i press my alarms subconsciously. thats why i now set more than 10 to 20 alarms every single day. madness right. i have a feeling when the cold weather strikes, like right now, its always raining in the morning. eversince then, i have been missing a lot of things that i always do in the morning. so i had to delay it on the afternoon and things get a little disorganized. this is when a problem leads to another, im having a hard time coping with delayed works. so i tend to leave things done halfway.
i know i could just do the right thing, like get things more organized and stuff. but doing is never as easy as the talking. its pretty hard to get rid of this habit. but its okay, life is thought, and when we cease to think, we are not living. how we think, is the kind of life we live. (:

2009-03-14T01:57:00.000-07:00

tomorrows my birthday. happy birthday to me. its a burden to celebrate this alone. im not used to this. FUCKK. im not even in a mood for birthdays, screw birthday. i wish this birthday thingy will end soon. if i had one wish, i would wish for me to get over you real soon, your not mine to keep.

uhh whats next? i give up, on birthdays. do i sound ok?

xoxo - gossip girl(who hate birthdays).

nyaman makan

2009-03-11T05:56:00.000-07:00

The desire to consume cakoi has fulfilled. oh so nyummyyyy! i went out with mi beloved kaujins. cakap pasal poo tarustarus teringat lekor, random in a very weird way haha. so we had lekor at Aneka Rasa , Kiulap. sekalikann, ada cakoi, and cakoinya nyamannnnnnnnn (y) 13 thumbs upp!

ps: be jealous rf, cakoi nyaman huwahaha. (y)

Surprise paling inda menjadi dalam dunia :(

2009-02-04T03:25:00.000-08:00

Another ordinary day, with ordinary surrounding, with ordinary air and ordinary me. Catching lunch with Tenten, and this random idea of throwing a surprise cake to Mira came in mind. so we bought all the cakes and stuff and went to Mira's place. Before that we went to SMMG my old school fetch Meah. Ahhhhh miss it so much eventho it stinks there. but heck i was there for 6 years. And so, when we arrived at Mira's we spent 45 minutes cariiicari Mira at her place. But no answer, then uncle Harun came, rupanya Mira was not home :( we were so dissapointed. and Mira didn't tell us that she wasnt home. It was dissapointing, reall dissapointing, our attempt to surprise her didnt go well.Andd on my way to SMPAPM to fetch my sister Teah, my car kissed a car. Yes another accident. gosshh, thankgod my car saja platenya patah not the orang's car eventho bunyinya *POP* nyaring macam fuckk. i was so darn paranoid, i drive hooligan after the accident being paranoid and very paranoid. and thanks ayam for helping me with the broken plate and helped me cool down. i owe you so muccccch and i dont know how to repay you. maybe a pice of cupcake will do? yea?..

..yea i guess so xD he seemed to enjoy the cupcake, and we end up splatting it to eachothers face, NOT MACKING! haha pacah. and so my worries were all gone.

looking foward for a better day tomorrow. with no fake calls and tears, fuck you forever.

ps: i never stopped loving someone, i just learned how to live without them. :'( i miss my late sister Nabilah more today. Al- fatihah.

who am i?

2009-02-01T04:03:00.000-08:00

Today i learned a lesson of inestimable value. It all started with feelings i know i should try to avoid, envy, jealousy and selfishness and decided to make an experiment about it. i envy the beautiful girls, dressing hot, being skinny, looking good wherever they go, i guess i was just having the lack of self esteem. It the other way of facing the truth in a wrong way. I feel like a born loser, in the symphony of life, iv been playing second fiddle, im just projecting a wrong image and i know it, my mistake were not to do anything about it. sure they say a leopard cant change its spots. but that doesnt mean this little kitten cant change her image. and if it always works for anyone, why couldnt it work for me. Nunu, femme fatale! on the prowl. a little shake, a bit of twitch there, i invented a monster and showed up to meet some of my good friends at the beach. i liked the first impression they gave me. i thought i have made them eating out my hand in no time. and off i soared, ready to entice, allure and conqure by being the new improve me. but i guess i was wrong, the second i got off the car, they didnt like what i was wearing, the material didnt cover my body that much and i realised that my top were too small for me(actually it was the perfect size, the top were made small). they just started to talk dirty assuming im gonna melt in their stinky arms, because im dressing like a easy come girl? it just dont feel right. but one of the tease just makes me cover up so soon. he criticized the way i dress badly and said the world needs one and only one nunu. im a special individual. (: and theres a good point he made there, no matter how dumb or smart i am, people cant tell it by the looks. so its ok to have people making a bad fisrt impression of me. and by no strong reason it made me feel good about myself. sometimes its okay to say 'i am beautiful no matter what they say' i guess. so, the lesson is to be yourself. shakespeare but it perfectly "this above all, to thine own self to be true!" :)

ps: everytime i tried to leave, something keeps pulling me back. i dont know what it is.

My mistake

2009-01-28T02:18:00.000-08:00

i cut my hair short, i regret it. sighh. i look like a sleazy sikui. macam babu cakap. having hard time to cope with the hair. had to try too hard to look good. gahh. dear hair grow faster.

Kidnapper's wish

2009-01-25T15:29:00.000-08:00

This blog is expecially dedicated to the big bully senior that bullies me constantly anytime anywhere anyplace. it did me no harm but it goes straight to my heart. So to seek my sweet revenge.. on this one ordinary working days, iv decided to kidnapped him. i bait him with a 1 night stand with a girl that i made up and it works. what an idiot. I keep him in a small room, with no entertainment and i installed hidden camera system, i feed him raw beef and i let him drink his own sweat. Its filthy but i enjoyed watching it. muahahahahaha.

Day 1:
He had no idea that kidnapping was at work, i gave a humble treatment cause i dont know what to do. newbie kidnapper.

Day 2:He foundout about my evil plan, i had no idea he had his phone wth him, he tried to call the police. but i was 1 step ahead, i managed to steal the phone.

Day 3:

He got bored in the little white cell and tried to escaped, but i caught him climbing the wall. so i sent my gangsta niece Jasmine to look after him.

Day 4:
He went too far thistime, he tried to kill himself with the doorknob cause he was too boring, i tied him up good so he cant harm himself.

Day 5:he said he learnt his lessons from the tough 5 obstacles. so we made a deal not to bully again. and i decided to let him go with no ransom, just deals.

and so they both live peacefully ever after..

ps: this story is pointless. dont bother to read if you hate me, it will make you hate me more after you read this. haha lamoOoOo.

pss: cerita ini tidak kena mengena dengan yang hidup ataupun yang mati, ini adalah rekaan sematamata. terimakasih.

Tagged!

2009-01-08T18:32:00.000-08:00

1. Do you think you're hot?
no i dont think so. but they do. bwahaha

2. Upload a favourite picture of you

3. Why do you like that picture?
i dont know why, but that is definitely on my toplist. real sweet yet sugarfree.

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
last week. andd..?

5. The last song you listened to?
lee car - breathe. yea ure right abang N, this thing is pointless haha.

6. What are you doing now besides this?
nothing, eating my cheese sticks and doing this. to kill my boredom and to satisfy Abang N. since hes the one who tagged me. bwahaha.

7. What name do you prefer besides yours?
Bunga. hehe its pretty to hear. gonna name my child bunga nanti yess. haha

8. Tag 5 people. (i'm not tagging anyone, but im filling up the empty spaces with random names to answer the questions.)

1. Mia Aaron

2. Fizzy Phm

3. Tenten Pd

4. Trisha Johari

5. Fakhruddin Ariffin

9. Who is number 1?
a soul mate and also a foul mate. bwahaha

10. Number 2 is having a relationship with who?
Hadiii. hehe

11. Say something about number 5
sunshine on my window (:

12. How about number 4?
a partner in crime, that i miss a helloads.

13. Who is number 3?
sister from another mother. teehee

relish

2009-01-08T02:49:00.000-08:00

Dear blogspot, today i met a boy. tell my heart♥ to get ready to get hurted please? because i cant talk to it. its dead to me. esehhmann xD haha apakan, nadawah.

Enough blabbing. :] so today is just like another day. Except for i drive more carefully and full of awareness. im proud of it.

and also i went to lunch with si Max taie idung at Ideal and after that went to certain places with si ChickenPakPak.

broke a necklace. piss some ass. laugh harder. smile wider. slap meaner and cry louder. on the other side, my selipar jipun kana umban ke jalanraya, my necklace was kana buang dalam longkang. and its okay. [:
Its Friday night and im tired. I wish everynight is a friday night. wuuhuu. will write again soon.

Miracle

2009-01-07T06:39:00.000-08:00

Today mi daddy is soooo kind he bought me a DigCam tah i randomly asked for. im so happy for me and my big mouth. yipee. tadi jua baru checking out on DigCam with the chicken, my dream came true. oh this is my new love. my previous one was rosak, accidentally basah cause temasuk dalam swimming pool. nyawanya telah tamat.

Birthday bash! HAPPY 19TH BDAY TOMY BABYGIRL MIA AARON. me sayang you with all my heart baby. muuaahhss. xxoo
[Recalling the past: We have been together since the last 10 years, i hope this friendship will stick forever. Im touched by the love you gave me as a besty, i dont think i could repay back all your good deeds to me, theres too much of it. i love you. and wishing you a very happy birthday. (: will celebrate soon, i promise! just watch your back. muahahaha. ]

and tomorrow is going to be Fadhil's bday. happy bdayyy Dhill! xP in advance.

soooo a little story about today a quicky update. nothing much really, sameoldsameold. but tonight im missing him more, its only been hours since we met. pacah kali. dicnhdfnlnekjnkjhdnkdsnfkjnvfgbv. what is this?

Tenten, Mira, Zyan and Echa, ANSWER ME PLEASE?

2009-01-06T03:22:00.000-08:00

Heres another chapter to my Westside story. [..and i was likeeee.. whaddaheekk?]

Today i just realised that i drive very darn recklessly. Tryna safe lives here. So i promise to myself and that guy overthere to drive more carefully next time[pinky swear], i cant handle the frigging honkers. no more.

Tomorrow is Mira's bday. congrats to both of my besties Mira and Tenten for passing their driving test. yiihhhuuuuuu. ;]

Now is a word to live by. currently i dont feel well. i need to settle down in my comfort zone. im tired of running away. i've found my comfort, but im not sure if the comfort wants my presence. am i welcomed? and always be?

keeping my options wide is the only way to solve this puzzle maze im in. im tired of looking for the way out, so imma just make a turf out of it. ok this thing is getting out of topic and out of hand. but. napaaaannnnnn! blog ku, bukan blog mu. iv made my draw so will write again soon.

ps: i just figured out that now i have a new year resolution! that is to buy a PS2 (thats getting a little old) haha nadawahhh. just kidding. i still dont have any. SERIOUSLY.

Boredomm

2009-01-05T02:53:00.000-08:00

When boredom strikes, keluar talur.

so today nothing much happened. except for dangankan mi cujjies at the school canteen macam diner dash its FUN♥.
i dont know why, pasal duludulu me and my childhood mate FyQa selalu main jualjual (burger,fries,donut.etc. pakai play-doh) kali and now its the same story except for pakai real money and real food. hehe flashbacks =)
looking foward for tomorrow! hehe :D and theres also this time around today having a random idea having lunch with Jijul. And we did plus Ayam♥ [: teehee.
we crashed his crib and jengjengjeng ~ apakann haha.
We had jolibee (thanks JJ for the treat)
lapas atu we went to Kebajikan cause the boys ada rugby training. tonight no plan, i dont need any and il just sleep, cause tommorow gotta start early. :D

ps: awu andangnya pesen aku blogging this time lain. too bored to be true. yatah rajin yaw bwahaha.

Double Date

2009-01-03T23:46:00.000-08:00

I totally forgot to blog about this double date we had the other day. ZeeZul ft. aNu ~ haha apakan. lam0o. it was fun. i had fun. we watched movie, bedtime story and had a beach stroll afterwards. Noothing much happened. but i had fun. banar banar xD here are some pictures at the beach.
aNu ~ xP
ZeeZulNu&Zee

Picnic with the diamonds.

2009-01-03T21:31:00.003-08:00

A gathering picnic. with Fizzy, Hadi, Zrah, Hafiz and Uden eseh Uden lah jua gahaha. I mean Ayam xD it was fun eventho it rains. ada katak menyanyi earlier.
Tayangs Ayam. a friendly tight hug from me. look at that face. gahaha ps: the cigg im holding is not mine i dont smoke ok? that Ayam's. tq. xD

One of my crystal pose. apaan haha. The 2 sisters that i love walaupun dorang sometimes bebau. muahs you 2.
after the beach outing, we went to Gadong Arcading. main drum haha it was fun and after that Ayam had his haircut at Hairock. handsome eh rambutnya except for kalau dari dapan haha xD.

my day end up well, =)

ps: blow me a kiss ~

picnic with the diamonds.

2009-01-03T21:05:00.000-08:00

The one with the haircut.

2009-01-03T20:43:00.000-08:00

it was baby sarahs big day, didnt snap any photos, 1 photo of me saja. haha.later that afternoon, i went out with Superchicken, dangankan him have his haircut at one of this saloon, but inda jadi cause ramai orang. another random day to go by. i need a boost seriouslyyyyyyyy!
wacky picture of ayam, his hair before. handsome jua lah.. necklacenya xD not you lah. and thanks for always making my day, everyday!

New year 2009

2009-01-03T20:27:00.000-08:00

i dont like to post about this. cause theres nothing much happened during my New year cause i was effingly tired. and some plans didnt worked out and also orang atu made me deep so it all equals up to " no foor for me to countdown lah ~" haha pacah. but early that evening baru balik from Airport i went to Gadong with Max, Jj and Superchicken. We went arcading and snap few shots from the photo booth. and we went to SugarBun in serusop to eat. later that night i was fast asleep. no countdown for me. maybe next year. and my new year resolution is not to make any resolution, cause i can make the resolution everyday. haha i dont need new year to make the resolution cehh. xD

6 days trip to Jakarta

2009-01-03T18:47:00.000-08:00

Departure:
Thanks to Azeera for sending me off. and Ayam boohoohoo, another surprise for showing up. haha. and also Max and Leq, tq to u guys too, eventho its a short 6 days trip but u guys were there to wave us goodbye. :)

De'Casa:
The place we were staying was awesome to the E-S-T! it was cosy :]

Days after days:

Planet Hollywood- ing xp *correction*, i see some chicken dances and also bartender show. i was a but tired that night but i enjoyed the place. and my tiredness were all gone.
We went to Safari, i took a picture with orang utan and white tiger cub! yes im serious, a white tiger cub. i have the picture with Abang Syawal. banar kan bang? inda membual ni ok.
This is the best thing being in jakarta, i get to be a millionaire. wuuhuu ~
this is a die hard Starbucks fan ;) haha lookin good abang.
yes imma have it my way, di mana ni nahhh?
Shopping. we look tired cause we are tired. all the big malls made us lost in the middle of nowhere. but in the end we were able to find our way out gahaha.
a random idea of getting my belly pierced. its my 2nd pierce actually. i had my first atas my belly, now its di bawah. One of those lunch moments. i miss Teh Sosro ahlinya teh xD, its nyummyy ~
Its macet everyday in Jakarta. gila yo jalan ampir pun can take up to 30minutes.
The malls were also selaluu ramai orang, so many hawties to droll at, but only a pair of eyes to droll with haha.

i miss being in Jakarta :[ and anyway i went back to Brunei during the 31st. My new year sucked haha. but its alright.

2 become 1

2008-12-24T05:52:00.000-08:00

Its official, only for 24 hrs [i wish its more than that *sighh]. gangsta lovin wahh napaann ~ we look good together even when we look ugly haha. (picture above) baru chill yaw.
I always have love white roses. ily! from him to me ~
update: when i say lifetime i mean it, sacred soul. love is in the air ~ *kiraikirai. i hope its eternnity.

Shopping ~

2008-12-24T05:19:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, i went out with Tua, Jasmine and Kaka Haslin. shopping barangbarang for a trip that im not sure if im joining kah inda. it was funnnnn hehehe and we had lunch at Mall food court plus Kaka My, Abg Rahmat and Apip. wuuhuu shoppingg ~

Later that night went out with Ayam bali food for mom and went to my Tua's. we played spin the bottle di Ayamku. PACAH to the max yooo! hahahaha malu to story. feel free to ask what happened haha.
ps: i thought it was the last of you, but infact it was the blast!

aNu's Day out part II ft Jj and Zee

2008-12-24T05:12:00.000-08:00

Last Tuesday, spent the whole afternoon and late evening with Ayam. We had brunch together at Sugar Bun and went for a window shopping, hung out at Jj's place with Zee and begilagilahan gaga xD, swimming and had dinner at Mall food court. it was a fun day, cause i get to know the truth of the truth =)

ps: missing youuuu taie idung.

Baby Adam's big day

2008-12-24T04:58:00.000-08:00

21st December, Sunday - Adam mandi belawat.

Beautiful Kaka Marieah and Handsome lil Adam. (i helped her to pick the dress xD)

Them Kakas hehe. L-R , Kaka Amal Kaka Wani and Kaka Linda.

Adam&Daddynya, Abang Bahrin. They look so cute togetherr
Them guests, ramaiii ~ the house were packed with.
After the function i went to the beach, watch Ayam main Rugby. was supposed to attend a seminar that early afternoon but i missed it. too bad :S and i went home kinnda late for a beach outing, and i let ayam drive my car haha pacahh. cause i felt nautious and seriously sickk. later that night i stayed up cause i couldnt get my eyes shut xD

Fishing trip part II

2008-12-23T06:29:00.000-08:00

Last Thursday i went fishing again with the Kaki Pancing crew ~ Before fishing we had dinner at KFC. There were 13 of us going, banyak yaw. and it was fun eventhough i got injured haha, my feet kana sting i dont know pasal apa and my fishing rod tecabut something. but its all good. haha xD pokoknya ramai orang injured lah that night. Abang Syawals merambat skills pun improve. *claphandss!* more chef were invited and banyak fishes they caughtt!
These are the hardworking people, behind the scene Kaka My and Sepol, also Ayam, Abang Syawal and Kaka Ed yang nada on the picture. hehe their cookings taste awesomee!

Menunggu bait kana makan ~ egging and cerita2ing. hehe
Little salooon pun ada haha complete, with the hardworking hairdresser kaka My haha ;p

Saya dan Hj Babe Sepol ~

Sleeping people hahaha spot the facess ~ tautau sendiri lah kamu tu xD
Yiii swimming hahaha, macam apa me and ayam bekayuh ah xD perasan in venice haha pacah. after this picture, our small boat kana tebalikkan. haha
Lapas fishing, missing them crowds. 4 people nada in the picture, apip, kaka ad, abg rahmat and sepol hehe. :D the trip was fun, stress hilang. nothing to think about. i wish i have a house in Kg Ayer so i can feel that way everyday ~

aNu's day out. haha

2008-12-17T02:43:00.000-08:00

Today, is cursed (it was supposed to be) but superchicken saved my day haha. now i know why them people call him super haha xD i woke up early in the morning, and went to the Muara Beach with Ayam. We went there at 9am, it was fuuunnn ~

The view was breath taking ~
Me and my partner in crime, menyamseng forever haha.
The tide is beautiful, it was just perfect.Psst mysterious guy. hahaha

We walked to that rocky place. jauh ahhhh!kami main sikut2. aku kuat yaw, i managed to sikut ayam 10 steps. haha
Catching a breath from a long walk.
Ayams sand sketch. nada rugged wuu ~
My sand sketch haha. jangan hina ok. tumbuk karang.
NUNU. =)
Yep thats right we were there. Ayam caught me 2 baby crabs yang running all over the sand. It was real cute but the 1st crab he caught mati. jahat eh. Then we went back to the track at 11.30. loonng morning at the beach, also it was fucking hawtt! im tanned now hahah of should i say BURNT. haha. then after the beach outing we went to the mall, bali icecream ~ cause it was 1 hellllish hot day. Met few friends and kami mengacang orang yaw hahaha. pacah eh. Then We bought food in Kiulap and went to his CH to eat ~
At the beach i got this shell kan its pretty. i had no idea dalamnya ada crabb! look there haha.
Then Fiz called, me and Ayam went to her placeee. I MISS THAT BITCHH gahhhh! and thanks dude for the tee ;) me sayang you wah nyamans.

Tonight im gna hit my sack early, gila wah yaw tiirinngg ahhh!!!!! but thanks a lottt to Ayam for the accompany, I HAD FUN! yiipiiee ~*winks
ps: SUNBURN! fak fak fakk! it hurtsss. im in painn, i think im gonna dieee. ahhhhhh ~

Internal blackmail

2008-12-17T02:20:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was tiring and fun eventho macam lagging otak ku yesterday atu hmm banyak pictures i snapped. so let the pictures describe how my day goes masa yesterday ~hehechilling with the kids, rayyan and sophiaa.
Went to mum's office, sama Abg Syawal and Ka Haslin, mom panat pakai shades haha xD then we went to Tutong ambil Ka My hehe. gone loco in the car menyanyi2.
I went home patang and kidnapped Chicken at his place. ada BIG LIZARD yo. EWW!
That night i went chilling with them cuzzies and friends after balik from being a massuese to my Tua haha. Ada roadblock and i managed to escape cause nasib ada bawa licence and ic. fuhh ~

ps: Indonesia i want to go to you baby ~ sighh

Yippe Yappy Yayy ~

2008-12-17T02:04:00.000-08:00

Last Monday, i had a sleepover kan, lapas atu i hung out with my nieces and nephew arah abang syawal theyre really cute. Expecially Rayyan, "Anti, layyan mo main konster stlike?" teehee xD

My cute nieces, Sophia and Jasmine.
That afternoon, me and abang syawal feed his iguanas pakai bananas. Theyre really rugged but gali ku yawww haha xD
That night we hung out at Yappi, I went home with 2 hooligans, meniayaaaa saja kerajanya. all the way from kiulap -> tutong and from tutong -> lambak, kana bullied berabis. Nanti kau pip, taie idung masin. ada ni pic mu kurik idung agahaha tapi kesian ku jua. nanti tahhhhh ~

ps: That night me and abang syawal watched this documentary about bugs, shyiet barigali. :S

Sun sun sunny 8)

2008-12-15T03:06:00.000-08:00

Hari yang paling tiring of all, i had this work kan, it starts at 10 and finished at 5. that malam i slept at 430 kali, melayan abang ku sayang hahaha. then get ready lagi apa, i woke up awal at 730. Then kami jadi work people lah, its really fun haha. earning my own money xD This guy is my collegue, hahaha kalau outside work my cousin pulang tu and also my neighbour hahaha pacah.

and after work me and abang syawal went to Nasi Kandar in Bunut. chill ~ another sleepoverr..

ps: HAPPY BDAY BY BFF, ECAH!
sorry i cant be there on your special day. we celebrate sooner okay?
Have a blast babey gurl. ;)

Saturday Night Sickness

2008-12-15T02:13:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 10 and crusin with si SCG. haha. it was not planned but entah eh pacah haha. needing a new partner in crime yaw. kali afternoon i had ordinary outing with mum and shopping. i didnt have a plan kan go out that night, but abang syawal txted. Thn we went chilling at taurean and entah everything was last minute hehe xD
Abang concentrating on his apple.
Khaleq with his thing ~si Ayam, chuppppBAAAA!!! hahaha beulahulah tah lagi kau kalau di gambar, gotcha!

pas atu kami chill arah si Mel. til entah dawn? and i had a sleepover hehe

Very wide smile. hehe say cheeesee
Mel and Suset. pretty ladies ~
Max and Sui, chill tu ah yo.
Nunu&Ayam, memanat taking picture.

lalahhhhhh, and btw abang Syawal sebenarnya suka burung. kalah snakes hahahaha. sayang ku tu abang ku sorang ahh. pacahh. and i have a new gelangtangan. kami swap galang, apakan moodnya haha xD hello fakhruddin ariffin aka super chicken *waves*

Memory almost corrupted

2008-12-15T02:05:00.000-08:00

Thursday was just like the other day ~ i cant really recall what happened hmm.. that night i had tahlil at my place. my phone tinggal with abang syawal. so that night we met again and watched some movie, the late show. twilight with his friends, max, sui, superchicken and gurr. didnt catch any photo but its still in my memory lane.

On friday, i stayed at home, and ptg i went to the beach with my joker Danial. thanks sweetness for the accompany. i let him drive my car. haha magic?
haha no it was just a miracle of being tired haha xD that night i stayed home and slept early. cause nalih like hell mahhnn. My parents left me home alone while theyre gone fishing with my car.. hhmpfftttttss!

Wednesday

2008-12-15T01:40:00.001-08:00

Wed is the highlight of the week =) i woke up early in the morning, very early berabis. i talked to Danial pulang till 6 kali till tertidur. haha pacah. i woke up at 10. Then main game kali kaka baby called, ingatkan ada lunch date. So that noon we had lunch togedergeder, thai food baybee ~ and shoppppping for selipar jipun at Vincci. hahaThen that night i had a meet at OGH.then we partaypartay at Maxs. :D
Nice food nyummy ;)
Eating people. handsome eh tuu*points*
Beautiful ladies, its not a party without em ;)
surpriissee! To sui and khaleq. ;) happy bday guys.
moving at the dance floor. the music was spinned my DJ. Bleu.ok kami tired. boyfriend ku esenesen ni. hahaha pacah night we had. mannn some were just plain embarassing.

ps: and also Happy Bday to kaka P! ;)

Recalling the past

2008-12-15T01:16:00.000-08:00

Its hard for me to find the time to blog banar. now im being a little nice and give some of my time for blogging. The last time i blogged was masa i dont know, last weeks monday kali. and many things happened. he he he =) so to start with.. il start with tuesday lah ~

had a lunch session with kaka baby since abang Zul nada ia belayar. me tukar jadi daling kaka baby. haha! we went to mall foodcourt lunch ~ and then kami chill window shopping. tunggu 1.30 (:
Then out of nowhere, i saw tentenn!
And si hmm Silah kah namanya ni? hahaha...
and aku subuk2. ohh hello kamuu!
then at 9 i went chillin with friends and cousins. sayangs mereka.Afif si cute boy esehh. pic saja yang ku mampu gambar cause he sat next to me. haha.

missing person

2008-12-08T02:33:00.000-08:00

havent blogged since last friday, you dear readers didnt miss anything banar. i just had a few outings, dates and occasions. been busy with my friggin crowds, i hv no time to blog and dnt even have time for myselff.. lemme put it into listss, the past few days: * i had a girls day out with my favourite girlsss.. * had a date with someone but hes freakyyy, sorry. hahaha * met my love of my life baby Adam, my lovely sayang! * attended a bbq party * encountered a roadblock. * shopping with mom * made new friends * celebrated Hari Raya Haji * Jemaah at Abg Syawal's thats pretty much all. looking foward for this Wed! gergergegrgergergerger ~

ps: cant stop thinking of you boy ~ iv got the hots for you ~ hahaha pacahh!

Survey

2008-12-06T09:08:00.000-08:00

1.The phone rings What is your ring tone?
It vibrates most of the time but when it's on unsilent mode, its nelly- wadsyaname.

2.Did you go anywhere yesterday?
fichinggg

3.Who was the last person you shared beds with?
i shouldnt be answering this qn krg kana pikir lain cehhh

4.Favorite drink?
coke, green tea

5.Does the person you like know that you like them?
no hahaha too soon to tell

6.Last time you talked to your bestfriends?
this afternoon, missing you besties

7.Where are you right now?
my bed, under my blankey

8.If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
neahhhh hahaha i wouldnt

9.Favorite gadget in the kitchen?
err BLENDER!!

10.Favorite pie?
chicken pie hehe if u know what i mean. haha nadawah

11.How is your hair?
tied up like a japanese samurai master with some fringe sticking out haha

12.Where's the last place you walked to?
dining room

13.Last time you had a sleepover?
yesterdayy

14.Latest you stayed up in the past week?
6ish in the morningg

15.What are you doing?
This, and probably nothing

16.Have you been in a car accident?
fuck..yeah

17.What is the last thing you said out loud?
HAHAHAHAHA i laughed

18.Who's the 1st person on your missed calls list?
Ashraff, hes been calling me since this evening hmm

19.What did the last text message you received say?
malas kan check hahaha

20.Last time you went to mosque?
yesterday

21.Story behind your MySpace song?
It's just one of my fav

22.What's bothering you right now?
something. but im all good

23.Wallet?
extremely thin hahaaha

24.Eyes?
blackk

25.Life?
is bitchinn

26.Doing this weekend to come?
chilaxing

27.Wearing?
top and panties hahahaha this is my pyjama ok

28.Wanting?
money and HIM haha

29.Listening to?
fix your face track 11

30.What do you smell?
ciggs

31.Do you sleep naked?
no haha pacah

32.Do you like seafood?
yeah i do

33.Do you remember your dreams?
2/5 of the time

34.Do you consider yourself a study freak?
nope but I can learn like a normal teenager

35.Do you speak another language other than English?
malay yo haha

36.What did you do last night?
i dont remember hahahaha

37.What do you hate?
people being pessimistic and so so much more

38.Orange or apple juice?
Both

39.Who were the last people you went out to lunch with?
Kaka Mariah and Kaka Amalina

40.Last thing you ate?
BBQ chicken, i went to a BBQ party just now. so yeeah

ps: my boredom is killing me.. slowly. tonght mls ku blogging esuk saja hahaha

♥ 2 days missing from home

2008-12-05T02:47:00.000-08:00

Yesterday kan i had a sleepover, main sama Jasmine and Ryan. Sounds fun kan.. but thats not the fun part that im about to talk about. i went home at 4 to pack my things and before that went out to get fishing stuff. Kali at 6 i went fishing. At first i thought it was just an ordinary fishing outing that i always had with my dad and cousin. But this time its different, I ACTUALLY HAD FUN!Abg Syawal bawa me fishing with his friends. At Max's nene's place somewhere across the river. It was my first time riding on a service boat and m first time sleeping in h2o village. It all started...

We gathered at KFC bandar, its the nearest place we could eat, we had sate and ketupat cause nada mee rebus. ordered 2 sets of drinks and had to share it. entah kenapa kah ya.. haha inda cukup and inda ku faham bro.. thn we all chipped in to buy some prawns for the bait..
My boat trip was bumpy but fun, reached the destination at 7ish. Tunggu kail lama like 30 minutes ada kali while waiting.. me, kaka haslin, kaka my and abg syawal liat orang merambat. cause the fishing rods are with abg rahmat's. Org merambat, they caught big prawns. really big prawnss. but not much laa.
Abg syawal waiting for his bait to get bite. chillax hehe. it was 9ish at that time, alum dapat anything... just buncaa half eaten bait and spendit bubus hahaha. nadawah, twigs wah.
Ayam newbie nelayan. oops nampak superman biru. sorry yam gahahaha. btw handal ni ya merambat, bulat yaw, rugged for a first timer, he said macam mengumban bula rugby, is that true? hahaha. Abg syawal(my handsome sedikit cousin xD) pun sama jua but inda mau bulatt. haha
Time: 5.56am, me and ayam were still merambat after cooking supper for Max.. me and Ayam jadi chef during the trip yaw. hahaha Abg Syawal, Kaka My, Max and Abg Rahmat were already sleeping. Afif memancing tapi umban kail inda mau jauh, i wonder why?
This is not the catch of the day. kalau mau liat the catch of the day check out my facebook. ani fish that they caught masa pagi when i got off from bed. Masa si Afif bising cerita mcm org inda tidur mcm mengacau lah. kalau ku kuat mcm c Max ku umban tu ke bawah agahgahahaha. I didnt sleep well lah that night cause si ayam tidur mcm ayam kan kana sembalih makan space ang kicker also it was cooollldddd, ice colldd.
That afternoon the boys mandi xcpt for c Afif, sleeping off soundly. boring inda chill hahaha..
Me and my sous cheff, si chickenn. and badannya basah not because of sweat, ya lapas swimming hahaha..
Abg Syawal, Kaka Mai, Afif and kaka haslin.. Afif trying hard to look tall. haha obvious wah yo. jangan marah ~
24hours in H2o village, we had fun fishing. for more pictures visit my facebook. insyallah krg or esuk aku add and tag2 kamu. jangan saja malu cs ada org atu takin pic parutnya saja yang spotlight haha.

ps: thanks Abg Syawal Kaka Haslin and Kaka My for bawa me! i had fun having new experience.
pss: [ a lot like love ♥ ]

HAHAHA

2008-12-03T19:34:00.001-08:00

1. King & Queen control, semua tah kan di control nya. baiktah bali kan kereta control. kan control pun sadang2 la.

2. Ice queen ( ego?) klayi bukan tah kan ngakun salahnya walaupun ya salah.

3. No chemistry. inda sefahaman. surang mau ice cream, surang mau chocolate. apakan?

4. Selingkuh? HAHAHAHAHAHA. ketahuannn!!! ani yang paling babi sekali la.

5. No freedom.semua inda buleh, tepaksa tapok2.. sabar sha.

6. Partner gauk2 tawa2 kan be cali kana signal2. kana cakapi "Bisai2 deh ulah atu!" aww sandi.

7. Permission, apa saja mesti tanya. parents nda lagi tanggung tu. bf / gf lah tanggung! haha.

8. Jalan kadai pakai baju sama jenis, sama kaler.

9. Masalah damit jadi masalah basar. macam kan durang klayi pasal tayi wah, sampai esuk2 nda betagur.

10. Ani nda semua la, Penjeles kan mati. senyum arah kawan pun inda buleh. kana tantang tarus!

11. Makan kalau sama sama paksa control, ilang skill kampung. hehehe. Ada jua yg beshare tu makan. Partnernya nda sadar tu yg partnernya sorg tu nda barus gigi apa sal gagas ngaga ia.

12. Online sampai subuh abis tu tebalik2 I love you, I miss you. mwahs.

13. When credit abis kana marah, ada tia yg cakap.. "kenapakan abis credit ah be msg sama urang lain kah?"

14. Mengusut kan mati. barang damit pun kan di kusut kan.. air liur kucing melakat arah baju pun kan menangis.

15. Sweet talker. cakap Together Forever la, janji itu ini.. baru cium bau kantut mental sudah!

16. Couple mesti ~~kissing~~. HAHAHAHAHA. ada bonus. nada yang nda ~~kissing~~, nda ku caya tu. Kiss tgn pipi apa, KISS jua namanya.

17. Mula mula pigang tangan ni, lama lama pigang kepala.... tuhut. Mula2 lambai lama2 bagi ~~fuck~~ .. sama la~

18. Kalau kelayi nda teriak2 nda sah! te sumpah sumpah. words ~~BUDUH~~ kuar.

19. Inda cukup sorang. mau jua ada spare.handal.

20. Kanapatan! kan menipu tapi inda handal.IQ RANDAH..HAHA. bida ehh! BOOO!!!

21. Klayi dalam keta, drive laju2. mesti di takan minyak tu! Pastu break ngajut. Plancit air liur rah cramin dapan. Cian.sawan tia bnr.

22. SARCASTIC. hehe. ada saja kan kana sindir. sabar sha laaa!

23. Inda iklas melayan pasal hari hari jumpa. Baus bah mliat dh. Mkin panjang bulu idung.

24. Handphone 24hrs di tangan. Mcm kwnku tym main bula pun pigang hp bmsn sma gfnya.handal.alum pernah hpnya gugur.main street dh tu.handal~~

25. Tukar2 line, tukar2 handphone, email swap. Rasa bah kn liat mncek sapa dangan bf/gf kuntek.Partner mana tau..mcm msn ada yg spare lagii~

26. LOVE =! CURANG

27. Need time 4 privacy (alasan untuk putus) ada lagi reason yang paling LAME BRABIS.
need space, kan belajar dulu. hahaha.

28. Partner nya msg sama urang lain bukan BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND buat "i miss you more than words?" hahaha. ani termasuk dalam golongan curang jua kali.. heh.

29. Inda kana bagi jadi kemarahan. WAHAHAHAA!! Selalu ni.kalau pgi2 urg masam2 muka apa grenti pasal smalam tu.assume sja..paham2 la.for fun sarapan pgi.AHAHAHA.

30. Baru 2-3 bulan together buring sudah. mau lagi yang baru. kanyang lari.

31. Kalau di tanya "handsome ka ku ni yang?" gf jawab " handsomeee ehh!! Bnr!!" tapi dalam hati (bulu idung nya tekeluar ah.)

32. Awal awal pemalu.. lama lama nda tau malu..

33. Main transfer credit.ada gi pandai bunga bunga cakap “cr me low ni..kapih lagi so masani save2 dulu bmsg” pastu ada tia kana forward kn..hahaha

34. Pengikis! hint ckp baju lawa tia, sampai partner ckp "bahh esuk balikan"

35. Couple mesti liat muvee di cinema. baru romantic ~

36. Anniversary celebrate tiap bulan. abis duit. .haha.

37. Dulu2 nda jumpa sehari kan mati rasanya, masani dh jumpa kan mati plg rasanya.

38. Awal2 mau pujuk, batah2 malas tia kan pujuk. pebaik ia menangis smpai ingus nya di lantai..

39. LELAKI, kalau ada game, bula, kereta, makanan.gitar. jadi GF pertama drg tia. Nda tia drg pedulikan gfnya.ada tia bealasan.dluar ku tdi.

40. BINI2, kalau meliat ceta KOREA handsome2 angau2 , mcm ~~BOUTA~~ sul drg. bf nda telayan.sanggup tu bjaga abiskn 2pack CD aa.alasan tdo..AHHAHAHAHA.lagi tia.

41. ~~(18PL.didelete..hahaha)~~

42. Bejalan kajap ke kadai kaling pun mesti miskol pakai loudspeaker.

43. Kalau nda kana balas miskol kana msg "behapa tu?" kana balas lagi "beria ku tdi" dahto kana tanya lagi "banar kan tu?" membari malas. hahaha.

44. Takut gf/bf inda kana suruh jalan bagi alasan TIDUR padahal bejaur. erm. Ada ni tau ku jua.

45. Partner kana balikan brg, inda pandai besyukur. mau jua yg mahal. branded. eh kira pengikis la jua..

46. Lelaki nda dapat liat bini2 hot. mcm ~~bayi~~ tia usul drg. mun lapar baik asak semua.

47. Bini2 kalau liat bf nya liat bini2 lain kana cubit. Kana tantang lgitu sampai2 ingus bah kuar!

48. Minta ambil, akhir sikit jadi kemarahan. mau jua on time.bini2 ni biasa camni.drg aa nda sadar mun besiap aa kan mati batahnya.laki2 harum2 nunggu smpai kuar bah bau ketiak drg nunggu.

49. Kalau be SMS, ujung2 nya mesti ada words "luv u. mwahs" its a MUST.

50. Friendster, facebook mesti ada gambar berdua.

51. MSN mesti nick nya jiwang2 example : zee’s, zees’s properties.kalau nda pun ada tia nicknya drg buat bad mood la..i don’t trust u la..atu something bekenaan love life drg la tu..

52. Selalu bagi lagu macam "eh lagu ani untuk you ni dangar ahhh"

53. Bila ada urang lain.. minta putus, bila sudah putus menyasal tia kan go back. ~~buduh!~~

54. Abis klayi tamparan muka. abistu ambil uleh arah urang lain. Mulut bauu.makan sampah kah kau kelmarin?hoho

55. Jumpa kawan lama buat inda kenal, kana ucap buang batu la itu ini. pasal takut kana marah. ciannn..

56. Kalau miskol kana reject kana ucap sma urang lain tym atu. hahaha.

57. Da problem sikit2 minta putus.rasa bah..kes baus dah ni..

58. Sanggup online 247 tunggu partner nya online....

59. Kadang2 ada yg tipu parents rasa kn bejumpa, escape sekulah. (kalau parents alom approve) biasanya bini2 illegal ni camni.illegal means below 18.haha.

Got this from an email, PACAH KU YAW MEMBACA. hahahahahahahahaha.... Siapa ada bf/gf baiktah single.

YippeyYippeyYayy

2008-12-03T10:00:00.000-08:00

Hi pembaca blog, dalam post ini saya akan bercakap melayu sahaja, saya ingin mencuba bahasa2. apaann. my day started with a scratch on the head.. i went to my aunties to grt my black pants fr tonights event. ada harissa fishball, shes a doll!! look at that facee..
After that i went to my Tua's, kereta ku telanggar batu yo, sadis kejadiannya, i got panicked and Tenten came over to calm me down. My tyre were ripped and my rim was pacah damnitttt.Thn we went chill pasal pacah menunggu kereta, I LOVE MY TEN. berabis.. i dnt know what to do kalau ko nada gahhhhhhhh!At night had a little gathering it was funn! I can say c Danial and Rf rugi basarr pasal inda ikut hahaha..btw lawa si Afif in pashmina ah, Alai baby yaw. thn mlmnya im having a sleepover, where i am now. i slept well. hehe. menyasau wahhhh napaaaaannnnnnnnn!!!

ps: jangan hina kereta ku yang nada rim bytchh. i heart my car.

MagicMon

2008-12-02T08:05:00.000-08:00

Early morningg i woke up at 6, kali goyang jubur. Memanat and main guess the sketch til 10, Kaka Bibi called and ingatkan dt wer having a lunch date, and so we had lunch in gdg, biasa udah ni mingle sama p0kLenx. We had lunch at Swenson, nyamans. Tq kaaa for the treat ;)
Picture below copycat pic Raffy, suka takin picture arah mirror, we have a lot of things in common, mcm ada chemistry. But why cant he see that? obvious wah sayanggkuuhhhhhh agahahhahahaha
Thn on the afternoon Momol and i watched c Rf (a.k.a si #20 on my chatbox) xD dan laki si Momol si Hafiz ada footy match in RBA. Before that i went tawaf 8 times around the airport tunggutunggu si Momol. Lapas atu kana ucap g tu driving mcm tinggalam, sabar saja. patience is a virtue. hahahaha Piwit c Rf handsome boy ehh..
Their team lost the match 2-0, to badd. me and momol didnt really came to support, saja bah tu meeting point, ada lelaki hangat. seronok yaw.
At night i watched Bolt with Kaka Haslin, Kaka My and Abg Syawal, Had dinner at Jolibee.After that me and abg syawal hung out at Yappy updating each other, it was fun. (:
ps: i wish everyday is like this. i enjoyed my monday eventho it rains <3
pss: i want you Jimboohh..

Pacahhhhhh

2008-12-01T01:26:00.000-08:00

Today, i gt back from the sleepover. i woke up at 9ish sal Ebob and Hirman mengacau my beauty sleep, Lastnight was pacah, i slept at 10 thn tebangun at 2ish, thn i chat to Danial till 530, i made sandwich entah menigau kali and Danial melayan jua like.. what was that? haha.. and kami punya bedsheet sama yaw. agaha pakan iskii xD so in the morning went home. Kali ada tenten, so i went to her school, had lunch together thn went to Rauf's farewell BBQ. It was fun getting to know his friends and si tenten sayanggg!!! agahahah..Lapas atu i had a little depression so i went to Wan's with tenten, sanggup yaw ke jerudong and telanai to ambil Wan's 350z esehhman and get back to Tenten's college, i was driving in pacahness agahahha.. only Tenten and Wan knows why =) but im flying, hahahaha apakan apakan apakan xDAt Wan's place tunggu Wan shower kami gambar2.. teehee.. and he also have a bunny, kami jalan2 with the bunny, white fluffy bunny, and her name is nurul? agahahah and the Bunny is Aisyah's. Wan's lil sis.. shes really cute.His blue car, cuteee hahaha hes sleeping on it. and his room is rily messy. pacah tu yaw haha..And then we gt back to Tenten's college, Rauf tesliur to pakai eyeliner agagaga.. mcm Captain Jack Sparrow, he also pakai eyelashes curler, entah kan jadi bini2 kali. pacah. dan SI RAUF KAPIT TANGAN KU ARAH KERETA KU. SAKITTT! macam bedarahh hahaha nadawah. bangkak saja. cehh.. btw thanks for inviting us Rauf, we had fun.

ps: Now tunggu abang syawal to txt me, cuz wer going to chill out..
pss: Missing my baby J.. sighhhh.. havnt called me today.

Update:
Abg Syawal inda jadi chill, so melayan pacah sorang2 and webcamming si Bawang cinta ku selamanyaa.. agahahaha Tq sayang melayan pacah me hahaha.

Memanat weekend

2008-11-30T05:38:00.000-08:00

As usual, today i woke up early and webcammed with my babey gerl fizzay, shel be back sooooon! tidak ku sabar sekali yaw. And i also chatt to other few friends. Planned to go to the beach, splashing and all but it didnt go well. entah kenapakan, that is why i hate to plan things, itl end up undone and il end up frustrated. So menyamal hati ku haha. Kaka fart, pet and i went to huaho bunut bali stuff for lambbbbb! kami cook and hell nyaman gahhhhhhhh! and tonight iv gt no plans. maybe liat bola minum budi saja yo hahahah lame. bila jua inda.. so yeah, update again tomorrow.
ps: my email is nunu_J@live.com, any questions regarding my not so fancy blog just spit it there.
pss: i miss you J to the I to the M! <3

what a saturday..

2008-11-29T18:42:00.000-08:00

Last night i was only able to type this.. pas tu tetidur tia..:
Today aku sayang Zoolander, cracks me up real goood. My daddy got a lil out of hand today, dia mental without any specific reason and made me cry, but after that i lauged thn i cried again. entah kenapakan. haha pacah yaw. i miss my pijjy gerlpren cs havnt chat to her like in 36 hrs.. and sayang Mira dan Tenten dan Gboy dan Aziim dan abang Qur dan Kaka Fart fr being there today for me!

And then sambung balik pagi2 baru bangun tidur..:
And these pictures baru saya upload cs lastnight i dozed off with my lappy on my tummy and ada 3 pillows on my head. now i can feel the burn on my backk. and also my eyes cause i only slept for 4 hrs dayngitt. btw lastnight we had a Bday party at Kaka fart's. it was fun ;) and i had a sleepover at her place.
Orang Gay sedunia..
Indoor were for the veteran VIP lounge esh.. Outdoor were for youngsters. chillax..Memanat, Taken by Abg Qur ~

Before the function we chipped our energy to deco the place. hehe and udh abis kami memvaining ~

Jabbawokez gila. mcm org krek ada jua hahah..

ps: aku memblogging dalam kelaggingan otak yang sangat critical. this post is messed up idk which pic to upload haha entah eh. antam sajalaa..

Hot, im fried!

2008-11-28T04:07:00.000-08:00

My day started quite slow.. i didnt sleep well last night i dont know why, but i know you know why haha. I wanted to be lazy bah sebenarnya hari ani, butttt boredom made me rajin. Planned to watch moviie with Mira but idk what happened? inda jadi oh. so i went out sama Tenten instead. Memoklen to the max at the Mall window shopping, cuci mata and berbirahz. i saw 3 person that made me think.. damit jua brunei ani ahh. Tomsy, Ayep and Ebob! yesss si Ebob! He bought 2 phones yang ku sayangi. gahhhhhhh. for details pls ask me. sakit hati ku kan cerita.

Then after maghrib i went to Aziim's. He lend me more dvds to watch, sangal mata me ni dude. but its okay, im gna need dvd when my eyes arnt tired. hehe. and Aziim..... [: hello. sayang sungguh tampat you.

On our way crusing ~
wah Tenten macam malibu barbie doll hehe..Our trip to Tenten's crib. mcm panat jobless. but the picturees are rugged. btw, its taken by Tenten :D

ps: Tomorrow's gna be fun! Jim mysm.

Its them [:

2008-11-27T05:46:00.000-08:00

Today, i spent my day at home saja. chatting to people that i love, watched dvd, talked with Aziim and memanat-shizzle. Berbirah with the 2 sisters Momol and Fizzy, berbirah again with Sita and also my baby girls, Mira and Tenten.

Trisha called me after a while not contactin each other, she heard something about me. and i told her to tell the people who told her that it was just a rumour. di mana2 orang dangar gahhh.

I redecoed my room with Aziim's help tru webcam cause my previous arrangement were messssy. teehee.. sober wah i move all my furniture sendiri2 baru ya handal gahaha

I went to Aziims kajap to send him somethingg and i miss him, so we met lah kajaps. Colours of his room sangat meriah. sakit mata ku yo.

Mlm nada plan, aziims out and im missing you baby.

and at this very night, Fizzy told me that masa tidur roh nada, sleeping is practise untuk mati. aku takut and i dont wanna sleep. berabisly ok.

ps: i owe u something yang lagu2 ah. mlm ani aku mls so bila larut malam saja ku post utk kau ok agahahaha.

what do you think im doing?

2008-11-27T01:10:00.000-08:00

1) Are you really ready for 100 questions??
ah..crapp manasajatah yo.

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake??
no comment bui, you tell me?

3) What color are your eyes??
blackkk blackk

4) Who did you last say i love you to?
the bueno i just ate 3 minutes ago. ehee

5) Do you regret it?
yea because it didnt say i love you too. damn bueno.

6) Have you ever been depressed??
yes, im currently in the biggest depression of my life.

7) Have you ever kissed someone that smokes??
yep, it doesnt kill jua..

8) Do you like anyone right now?
yes i do, iv gotta huge crush on youuu.

9) What is your mood ?
im having a mood swing, so just stay away from me.

10) How do you want to die?
some crazy ccool extreme ass way. wouldnt that just knock your socks off. yehaha riight. mati dalam iman lah lor.

11) What did you last eat?
bueno

12) Play any sports??
i swim and i shop.

13) Do you bite your nails???
no, its filthy haha apakan. i used to now inda lagi yaw.

14) Who do you trust the most???
nobody!

15) Do you have an attitude??
yes, and you dont like it.

16) In the past week have you cried???
yes, something stupid happened to me. but its all good cause im goody.

17) What is your real name??
Nurul Jannah. agahahaha rugged kan macam nama penyanyi dangdut. be jealous

18) Like reading??
depends but i like watching movies moree

19) Are you gonna get high later???
oh i wish, at times like this i need that boost. tapi malam jummat yo.

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
hate is such a harsh word. i just dislike someone hahah

21) Do you miss someone??
yes i do (=

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti??
twirl

23) Do you tan a lot?
er no? but i wish im tannedd

24) Do you have pets??
fishes and cats

25) Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
hahah yeap. i found it funny cs kadang2 aku juling. aghaahagahhaha

26) Ever ate food in a car while someone or your self is driving??
who hasnt? lapar wah tu yo

27) What was the last thing you said??
byee~

28) Would you take any of your exs back??
hmm dependss. entah eh malas ku no ex talks ah. mcm fuck

29) Are you scared of spiders??
just tarantulas and bigg hairy spiders

30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance??
i dont know, no? im concentrating on my future. i have no time for bull crap, thats what my previous life were all about.

where's 31?

32) What are your plans for this weekend??
slacking off and splashing with Jims!

33) Do you want to have kids??
who doesntt cuatahh

34) Ever kissed somebody thats name started with a T?
err TRISHAAA! agahahhaha

35) Do you type fast??
not really im lazy to type fast.

36) Do you have piercings??
yes.

37) Want anymore??
yea i wanna repierce my tounge.

38) Can you spell well??
yup. excellent.

39) Do you miss anyone from your past??
yeah

40) What are you craving right now?
love haha apakan. hmm comfort..

41) Ever been to a bonfire party??
yeap at bill's backyard.

42) Ever been swimming in a lake or river??
i dont think soo

43) Have you ever been on a horse??
yeap and horses smells badd

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck??
haha lol neverr

45) Have you ever broken someone's heart??
yeah

46) Are you happier single or in a relationship??
in a relationship but for now i would like to be single for awhile, tasting the waterr

47) Have you ever been cheated on?
_|_dont remind me. fuck you.

48) Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
i dont know

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them??
yea. it would be fun...haha.

50) How's the weather??
cloudy

51) Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
yes, look at my chatbox, hes everywhere. in my dreams, on my bed, in my car, on my msn, in my bathroom? annoying eh. but thank you (:

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts???
god yes. fuckin hurts. babi.

53) Does somebody love you?
mayybee, teehee

54) What is your favorite color???
green

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle??
hahah yeap 2 days ago, just to see if the tee looks good on me agahgahhaha

56) Do you have a best friend??
bestfriendssssss to be exact and I LOVE THEM!

57) Do you have trust issues??
veryveryy

wheres 58?

59) Have you ever shaved in the kitchen sink??
lmao no hahahahhahahahhahahahaha apa jua kan ku cukur? aahaagagahahahahhaahhahahahaha

60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents??
yeah we're good

61) Are you secretly in love?
define secretly in love lol hahaha

62) Do you think your ex secretly thinks about you?
i dont think so

63) What do you think of when you hear the word worm??
spaggs. grrrr

64) Do you give out second chances too easily??
yes :s i just dont know why

65) The last person you kissed, does he/she mean anything to you?
hahaha what do you think?

66) Is this year the best year of your life so far?
entah, i guess so

67) What was your childhood nickname??
SOTONG. gahahahahhahaha

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked??
nop i may be crazy but im not retarded

69) Do you think your a good person??
im a caring person. but sometimes you gotta get your hands dirty. [:

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason??
never. thats the bitch way to accept things. people do things ALL the time for no real reason.

71) What is the closest blue object to you?
a blue glass full of ashes and cigarette butt

72) So how do you feel about Relish??
looks pretty nasty

73) What is bothering you?
this goddamn insecure paranoia feeling.

74) Have you ever been out of the country???
yup limbang agahgahahahaha

75) Do you play the Wii?
yes, loved itt, genius concept

76) Are you listening to music right now?
yeaps

77) Do you like Chinese food?
yep

78) Do you know your fathers b-day??
on april fool! :] who can forget that?

79) Are you afraid of the dark??
nah...dark is the best place to do all the foolin around. hahaha lol

80) Is cheating ever okay??
nope, cheating is a nasty way what most idiots do to satisfy themselves when they know theres other way. so its never gonna be ok.

81) Are you mean??
if youre annoying...yes i am

82) Can you keep white shoes clean???
haha i can. look at my sneakerss. spotlessssss.

83) Have you noticed this survey stopped getting personal??
sadangg

84) Do you believe in true love??
of course

85) Are you proud of the person you've become??
my life's just beginning...its too soon to say.

86) Do you want to change??
nahh im good, he love me just the way i am

87) Has anyone told you lately that they would always be there for you?
yes, but i dont trust u just yet hahaha

88) Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
heh, omong kosong. but dangar saja tia. cause i love you toooo. talk is cheapp ~

89) Are you currently bored???
hahah fuck im doing a hundred questions survey..what do YOU think??

90) Do you wanna get married??
some day

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby??
haha hell yeah

92) Are you hungry??
nahh not really

93) Do you have a bank account?
haha yeah

94) What makes you happy???
My homies,certain guys :P Music, money, new clothes, foods, smokes

95) Would you change your name??
haha im alright

96) Do you have any, or would you ever get a tattoo
unfortunately no

97) Are you paranoid??
sometimes?

98) Do you watch the news??
sometimes

99) What is your zodiac sign??
pisces..represent!

100) Do you find yourself dating someone anytime soon??
yes tomorroww with my baby Jimmsyy

Iv been Tagged again by those squids! haha

2008-11-26T02:32:00.001-08:00

Kaka Farah and Nadd thanks a bunch for tagging me, nasib jua usul ku lawa macam hell hahahaha.

1.Each blogger must post this rules.
2.Each blogger must being with ten facts about them.
3.Other blogger who are also tagged must also state the rules and ten facts about themselves.
4.You must choose ten people to give this award to and list their names at the end.
5.It is essential that tag is left at their tag boards,letting them know about the award they've received.

Im tagging whoever is reading this. hahaha

10 facts about me:
- i pick my nose when nobodys looking.
- i always get weggie whenever i sit for too long.
- i love my fishes but i never really took a good care of them.
- theres only 1 thing that can make me feel better no matter what, MONEYY. haha
- i love eating as much as i love sleeping, it sounds no harm but im on a serious diet.
- when im at home alone, i love to experiment new dishes, such as chopped eggs with veggies and chicish(chicken stuffed with fish)
- i love to be pampered, and Aziim is my bestest guy. me sayang youuuu!
- i can move my tummy like a snake, yes i move my body like a snake.
- i drive fast and im very cautious on the road. yea thats somethingg.
- most of my time are wasted on watching dvds and cuddling. seriously mahn.

ps: woi Fizzy and Hafiz, sadang tah kamu kelaie pasal birah atau borah hahahaha

SpongeBOB day ~

2008-11-26T01:16:00.000-08:00

Today i woke up earrlyy, and my phone beeped. Eh si Ebob panya =) Then my phone beeped again, Eh baby Aziim panya =) Abg Erie slepover at my place and minta antar to Ms, so i went to Ms kajap. Ebob bring me out to breakfast around 11, to kill my time i went to BatuBersurat at my Tua's memanats and ciumcium babuwa. Kali i went to Gdg teehee. We went out(me&ebob) with his rugggged car to Gincu (apakan namanya antam saja) and had our bfast there. I didnt eat much cause Ebob also ordered the famous roti kawin for appetizer and mee basah. nyamanssss! my favv! didnt finish my food and Ebob abiskan hehe. Then after meal we went crusing everywhere, getting to know each other and hes really sweet hehe mummys boy. When we were crusing panya kna ikutkan with this dude cause tepakai Ebob's car punya grill. it comes with the car and people tot his car was Evo. Glamour gitu loo haha apakan chawie.. Then i went back homeeeee around 2. Dan memanat again at home...

Then my phone beeped again, eh this time si Tenten again. She bring me out crusing to places and we went to Mira's. as usual buat panat. it was late udah tapiii Mira havent had shower. On our way home keluar simpang we saw Mira's friendly twin neighbour si Aqmal, Jamal's twin bro. gagagaga pacah si Tenten.
Tonight i was planning to crash this stupid school gathering and Aziim were assuming that the stupid fuck would be there, so i cant go out cause Aziim didnt let me get hurt again cause Aziim sayang me. Me sayang you too ;p hahaha

ps: chatbox ku currently bodoh, idk browser ku kah or chatbox ku atu yang paloi. but il make sure il be back in a jiffy ~
pss: Aziim u wanted to read this post so much kann, nahh makan tiaa. hhahaha we agreed on this lastnight so no Mr. Grumpy ok? hahaha
psss: saya ada kawan namanya si Apis, ya suka MEMBORAH(mcm cakap si fizzy) oh aku sayang sekali haha btw kalau kan ikut group birah sign up dari any membernya ok? rules and regulations applied. goodluck sal ada test2nya tu hahahaha.
pssss: yaw bitch, thanks for the wake up call, look at me im not dead yettt! shoot me againn hahaha. fucks you very much. but hey life is too short to be hatin'. i guess its time to grow (=
psssss: aduhh berapa banyak ps's laahh?

Looonnggg Walk

2008-11-25T05:37:00.000-08:00

Today i woke up late, thn tarus webcammed with my baby girl Fizzay and my baby boy Aziim. Planned to go breakfast at CA.Mohd with Aziim but cancelled cause telalai chat sama Fizzay til idk pukul gendang kali haha. Then we went for lunch saja. Pas atu we got bored so we went shopping for junkies and dvds and stayed at my place to have a dvd marathon til 5ish. It was fun teehee. Tonight i was planning to hang out with Ebob but i got lazy so esuk saja for lunch hehe. Will be seeing you tomorrow Ebob!

So pasal si Momol, ada delayed post on last Sunday about LCB sports day in kebajikan. im not a LCB- ian but Momol is, so mengurat lah, ada chance kan di apa tia hahaha. I went there akhir cause that day i just got back from somewhere over the ocean, i was tired, but at home kna marah because of something silly haha my badd, so i went out haha. The sports day was ok lah, ada hawt guys but inda ramai cause orang banyak went to JIS i guess. i didnt go to JIS cause i got lazy and there were a bastard playing there. not fuckin interestedd beyootch.

i look like a tomato pasal panas yaw. hanya tuhan saja yang tahu. stress haha!
Very quiet track and field. apa macam? hahaspectators who sat next to us, si Azim Omar and siapakan bini2 atu, idk, all i know is ya kawan momol.

ps: that night was babi. yetah this post is delayed. sorry mahn.

moving along

2008-11-24T03:27:00.000-08:00

So its been weeks since i lived my life being single. its fucking boring, but iv got just the right person to go by. Si ajim yang annoying di arah chatbox saya itu. haha. neahh i was just kidding tho. he may be annoying at times but he really mean it :) bukan pretending saja like other people always do, i know lah hes not pretending cause iv known this sweetheart since forever!

so tadi pagi i was fucked up as usual !@#$%^&*^%$, didnt sleep the whole night, all i did was crying, i didnt know why i cried heh. sakit kali. thn early in the morning my eyes were sepet and i had to go to the hosp to visit my sick poster grandpop. hes ok now :) will be checking out tomorroe. hehe. and when i was in the hosp azim called me and we webcammed, he snap some random faces of me hehe :P
By: Aziim

We went out for brunch and i had to pick him up at his place. guess what i saw in his roommmm apanahh, a beautipul pish tank! his fistank were lawaer compared to mine. we have the same hobby, so now we can dig stuff togetherr! :D
So we had brunch at Malls foodcourt, we bummped onto unexpected someone, jangan mental bui haha xD thn we went for a window shopping, he bought me a nice tee from this shop, and it says a girl with confusing breasts hahaha. birah. then he got hungry again so we eat again at the jolibee. tonight all i wanna do is just sleep early, i did well on my forst solo outing with another guy. :]hungry is his middle name, and bitch slapping is his game.

candid, taken by him hehe [:

ps: cant wait for tomorrow ;) thanks baby. and 010109 is up soon. ease up nurul!

FUCKED UP

2008-11-23T10:37:00.000-08:00

Today is the worstest day of this year. I got real hurted, fucking hurted. fuck. At this point i dont know what else to do. i dont know what i want, i dont know what i need, i dont know what im living for, i dontknow. i really dont know. i just hope that this never happened, i hope i neverknow him.

:'[ im hurted and depressed. i need to catch a break from this painful event. hope to get over this real soon, anyone wanna help do help. im desperate to laugh and be happy again.

ps: to you Aliff, FUCK YOU. youre the reason why im in this situation, are you happy now for hurting me? is that all you do? give hopes and break it easily? i think youre gay or something. if it wasnt you and your stupid i wanna be single scheme, this wouldnt happen. so go fuck yourself lah with your broken promises, passion for footy shit, selfishness that gone to u, your fucking 'im busy' lame excuse, your sleazy pickup lines, your wanna be tough guy look, your thin empty broke ass wallet, your lies that doesnt make sense at all and stupid reasons you gave me of not being together. Just remember this, i was inlove with who you are and not what you are, iv learnt to to love your weaknesses, and i got tru it no matter how bad it was. you were one of the best thing happened in my life and this break up is the worst. but il heal myself cause your a dick. A FUCKING DICK. you belong in hell bitch, you dont deserve to live. thanks for messing with my life, you will regret this soon, mark my word [:

Thursday

2008-11-20T03:51:00.000-08:00

Today i woke up early cause Tenten txted me, "Nunu aku lapas antar Mimi, aku ambil kau kajap lagi" i jumped to shower and she had to wait for me to get ready ahir bagitau ahhh. So we went to the stadium, for their school's final sports day. it was one hot sunny day and it was kindda packed. This hawt guy who said psst were sitting infront of me, and the guy that iv been wanting were sitting next to my seats compound, gosh it was really confusing. the situation were tryna tell me something. but i feel good cause i bumped into someone eventho we didnt say hi or anything to eachother. ilu. (:Me and tenten went to Mira's at lunch time memanat. We love you miraaaa!
this pic below is for tenten, your baby ten haha! and the other is *in* xD
here i am, all alone in this room, waiting for miracle to happen, tired and lonely. i hope i can go on another day. cause my day is really hard without you.. be home soon cause il be here keeping it alive. :')

Wednesday

2008-11-20T03:22:00.000-08:00

Another boring day spiced up by Tenten and annoying Azim. I woke up late, hung out with Tenten and accompanied her to her college's sports day. it was fun, banyak hotties yaw. wawawa.Hung out with a bunch of friends for coffee till late night and my night ended well, i reached home and drop dead sleeping on the bed. zZzZzZz ~

Tuesday

2008-11-20T02:39:00.000-08:00

i woke up early in the morning, around 7ish i dont know? reached my phone and called tenten.

Nunu: hello ten, mana you babes?
Tenten: aku di rumah ni yo kenapa?
Nunu: inda aku kan ke skulah mu cs aku rindu kau ok?
Tenten: bah aku aku masih di rumah wah ni yo, kalau ku di skulah udh aku txt kau lah.
Nunu: bah ok.
(hung up) *tuttuttut*

31minutes later(alum mandi, alum makan and shit) my handphone beeped, and it says "nu aku di skulah udh ni mana kauuu?"

so i rushed to tenten's school in my sleeping shorts and tee..

Nunu: hi ten, jangan bangang ok aku alum mandi. aku nada mood kan beclean up apa, sorry kawan.
Tenten: hmm inda papa......................... (pasang muka birah)
Nunu: ten ko nada class kah? beapa tah tani ni awal masih ah? mcm panat lah usul ku yaw.
Tenten: entah ah aku hari ani boring2 wah subj ku mcm malas ku kan masuk class ah.
Nunu: owh bah kemana tah tani ni? ke rumah ku mau ko? aku mandi dulu pas atu tani jln, pukul brp ko mesti balik sini?
Tenten: entah ah aku mesti sini at 10.
Nunu: owh jgntah krg inda jua terasa tu, jalan2 saja cigging.
Tenten: bah.
Nunu starts the car engine..
Nunu: bah kemana ni ah inda ku tau kemana ni. kemana kemana.
Tenten: ehh baik pulang kita arh si miraa!!!!!!!
...and so we went to mira's.

i had to go home round 9ish and tenten didnt attend school. i went back to mira's after shower and watched madagascar with them. kami random, so fuckyoulahh.

This is a bonus, siapa dapat guess whos the chick below aku bagi ia present HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.ps: i didnt watch the movie sampai abis cause i had to leave early, got to meet somebody. baik jua free ticks, thanks mira and unc harun! haha

Monday

2008-11-20T01:49:00.000-08:00

Lama inda blogging yo, so now imma start blogging. updating my blog readers :) to start with..
me and abg syawal went to the clinic cause he got sick. i slept over at his place kan so i had to accompany him. that night before was fun cause my baby fizzay itu sexy wah. kiraiikiraiii :p and abg syawals friend came over ramai and they played samchong, i watched them play. seronok.

after clinic we went to taurean for brunch with kaka haslin and kaka my. i only had drinks cause i wasnt in the apetite to eat. i went home round 3 in the afternoon cause i need to do something at home.and outside home. heh heh
late that afternoon i went cruising and bumped onto the dude of the dude with killer ride 350z yo. i took a snapshop from my car while waiting for the greenlight hehe. he gave me just the perfect smile to go with his car, he waved at me just before the lights turns green and shouted bye nunu! then kapish hes gone. rugged eh like daynggggggggg!! hello hello if ur reading this ;p

ahlan wa sahlan

2008-11-16T10:13:00.000-08:00

*the picture has been removed.*

sayang ku ni gangsta shit ku sorang ah. 26 days left ~

Equal transition

2008-11-16T02:35:00.000-08:00

Last night i had a sleepover at Syawal's it was funfunfun! gahh eventho there were sucky bits of the night but i dont wanna care about what hurts me, so its fine.. and im fine. So, we played samchong with his friends. Ada org atu hawt wah, i didnt like samchong but he made me stay sit. he was next to me and we had a convo about getting to know each other. whos the guy? not the right time to spill the beans llah. We went out round 3ish in the morning to get food, and ada police yaw. but wer good.

And so i was sleeping next to Syawal and Warda, kaka Warda had to move to abg Rahmat's room cause me and syawal took too much space for ourself. hahah and hes really annoying, i was squished, poked, squeezed, pushed and kicked. nasib jua aku ani baik hati. kalau inda... hehh... i love them for cheering me up when im in need. (:

This morning Abg Sabar got married to kaka Sarah, she look purdey in maroon. Sad thing my Uncle passed away late this morning. Al-fatihah to Pa Hj Daud, semoga rohnya di cucuri rahmat Amin.

ps: Tomorrow wer checkin in yiii! your first attempt to cheer me up was the happiest moment i had recently (((((: im extatic. i can sing you forever!

there were no pic taken just videos, krg th upload. latoorrr ~

sleazy yet worthed.

2008-11-14T08:21:00.000-08:00

today is tough but i managed to survive my day. i went out with a friend, tryna act like its alright, it was sucky in everyway because i was so damn sleepy and i left my money when my dragon was finished. syals. hmm what else. i webcamed with Fizzy my baby gerl. 28 days baybeeeh!

and ada powerpuffgirlboyy ~
yang tangan bebulu is hiss and yg inda bebulu with bracelet is mine. i drew that. cuatah shaving dulu. haha ang kantut th bnr. esuk il be grawing flower garden, he wouldnt mind pasal yacool. baru yaaa kana puji (:

ps: yang attire ku atu dress tu mm bekamban sulnya ah c fizzy tu birahh ahh. hhahahaa winkwinkkmainkiraii.
pss: dont screw up the bestest thing in life because ur unsere of who and what you are. got thisquote from a friend, it inspired me.

Salt&Sugar

2008-11-13T21:10:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i broke up with my boyfriend, we've been going steady for over a year, almost 2 years actually, the reason for it is because i cant stand him treating me like shit, and he never treat me right because theres someone else. What an ass, but its okay cause iv cheated on him too once or twice with Azim and Wan. (hello guys if ur reading this! haha i know this will come out pretty soon as u guys xpected to xpecially Azim :p) The reason i cheated pun because he never gives the attention i needed, the attention every gf's deserves. So it happened yesterday. It hurts like hell cause wev been tru HELLLOADS of things and why does he wanna let go now? not the months earlier. i can feel our bonding is still strong since its the 1st day withoou him, but iv got my magic beans (:

To overcome the pressure, i sleptover at Abg Syawal's and stayed up all night playin Samchong(i won 3.50 jaditahh) with his friends Max, Sai, Afif and Ayam and also Kaka Haslin and her friend, theyre cool to chill with. (: thn me and abg syawal jumped on bed early around 3 and talked about stuff. Thanks Abg Syawal for being there. and later Mira cancelled the movie gagaga so i might be going with my magic bean.

I know its too soon to move on but its never to early to start a fling riight. you sexy lah (;

so right now imma freelancer, u gt preety ride? thick wallet and nice smile? lets go out on a date haha.

Crazy Cruiser

2008-11-12T02:24:00.000-08:00

Once upon a time, Nunu& Tenten got bored watching the relay race and shit at the stadium since it was MTSSR's sports day. so we went crujjing togeder2 like fak in diff car. buang minyak mcm talor sikit. gagagaga we were missing mira so much and hopes to see her soon. (as in on friday) cause we are gonna watch madagascarr! yeay we rulez the planet. fuck u haters.

ps: ok post ku ani lamecore sikit. peduliapaku. so what juburmubejerawatt.

pss: i accidentally bumped on Alif ith his friends, small world. i love you forevahhhh baby.

Yipeee Yellow

2008-11-11T08:10:00.000-08:00

preety coincidence. we look good in yellow. hell goood haha.

ps: today is a buggy day, cause banyak bugs bugging me including a BIG hairy spider, yuckk!

Meet Neurotic

2008-11-11T03:22:00.000-08:00

This is what i do when im bored, alone and needing companionship. i found just a perfect thing to do it all for me, my besty Mira introduced me this game.. pet soceity. at first i found it stupid. haha lol. but after a week playing i got adapted to the surroundings and attracted to how adorable the pet get. im not that adicted to it yet lahh, just playing it for fun. its easy to play, just feed em, play with em, collect paw points, receive gifts, shoppp!, dress em up and deco their home. :) To play just sign up at facebook and ul find the application. its luhhhvable.

Its a blast

2008-11-10T07:44:00.000-08:00

Another cake for mum at my tua's. it was abg sabars wedding cake plg since they didnt knw it was mums bday. the cake was pretty, but i didnt eat it cause i had enough of cakess xD so i din know how it tastes like.

ps: Abg Syawal... not SHAWAL. sorry yaw spelling error haha.
pss: Dear beby gerl Fizzylicious-super-nenen, haim mitting u sho muusshh. 32 days and still countingg ~

Happy Bday Ibundaa

2008-11-10T01:43:00.000-08:00

Its moms birthday, bought her a yummy blackforest cake, we all chipped in xD it was my brother Azim's idea. I bought her a Bonia that she have always wanted di dalam dunia as her present. We surprised her when she got back from work, she thought we didnt remember. kami sayang bunda kami to the max yo.

Some child are born lucky, they get to have the best kinda mom, and im the luckiest, because my mum is the bestest of them all. i love youhh bundaaahhhhh!

Going green

2008-11-09T03:37:00.000-08:00

So green. so bold. so...... STINKY KAKI SI PET AHHH. hahaha

nothing much happened today. just us. memanat and memboring. Marimba sunday ~

Birthday BBQ

2008-11-08T09:43:00.000-08:00

As i guessed.. i knew itt! my night wasnt gna be dull at all. So we had bbq celebrating Abg Hj Daud's and his son's bday. =)
Playing lotto aka bingo. its gambling but heck it attracts the kids. haha
me memboring and egging
bbq, yummy food
Birthday peoplee

Me and abg shawal had a night stroll and bought dragon pack.and Abg shawal ah, u keep on doing that pose haha :P its not cute anymore.
ps: sayang, 35 more days and im still counting.i miss u baby :P

Dried poaches

2008-11-08T02:28:00.000-08:00

CAPS LOCK DOES NOT FULLY EXPRESS MY FANGIRLY JOY. haha i over worked myself today. little that i know.. someone was watching over me (: Spent my noon with tenten(mata tenten sepet!) and took the rest of the day on the road weeping for pleasure... Alone. also doing some errands for mum. All i can think about is sleep and wait for a miracle to happen tonight, cause for a gooo- goer like me, its not normal to not have plans on saturday night. Unfortunately nobody asks me out yet, not even my little fishes asking for a night stroll. I might be gone crazy tonight, docked down or retardedly missing.. who knows. Just hoping that il survive tonight cause i-never-liked-saturday-night!-EVER-WILL-NEVER-WILL. Ok im gna start contactin all my friends and foe maybe they wanna bit of a stroll. Its getting dark anyway. so toodle.

One more thing, having blog is really cool, everyone is doing it and its a good thing to do. on 2020, my child will surf the net and eventually theyl find this blog. and theyl say "wow mama was so cool back then ahh" nothing is more cooler than that heh.il upsate again later, now im positive that my night is not gna end any sooner cause i just got a beep. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im missing Aliff too much, but cant spend our night togeter, there never were a saturday night fever for 2 of us anyway. i hope things will get better cause im eating my own palm. gahh gateawaygateawayybringmeawayyy~

Eskrem

2008-11-07T06:52:00.000-08:00

Random idea of getting icecream. so we went to this place in gdg called ice something something. i cant recall cause i was busy lookin tru the menu. i ordered an original mango, it was yummy, it was not like other ice cream, its grinded on a machine producing a soft and flavoury ice. nyaman lahhhhh and abg shawal ate banyak cause he kept on scooping org's bowl. n ate half of mine hehh agaga. thn after that we had to share warm water cause our tounge was sooo freakinn numbb.
Kaka Haslin, Kaka Haslin's friend and Abg sabar. the place was too blue, the colour made everything looks like it glows in the dark.Me and Abg Shawal waiting for our ice creamss.Abg Rahmat's gf and kaka haslin's friend teased by Abg Shawal, such a clownn.Abg Rahmat, Abg Shawal's friend, Yamin and Abg Sabar. impatiencely waiting for the order.Ok this pic is a bit blur. taken at their home after the treat. peace kajins wan lap. will be seeing em more this few weeks.

Tiredness can kill

2008-11-07T02:46:00.000-08:00

Im worn out, gahh early in the morning i went to the gym working my ass off. thn i finished at 10. pas atu i had to go to my tua's cause my first cousin is getting married nx week, so today ada event mengantar berian, it was fun eventho ramai org didnt show up cause the functioon clashed with one of our relatives doa selamat haji in tanah jambu. My job was to make sure the kids stays in line and look after them dalam bus. they were really cute teehee. Tonight i hv no plans yet but i gt the feeling that im going to enjoy this night =) haha. cause i guess il be seeing my best companion later.
Sophia, Ryan, Jasmine and me. my nephew and nieces.In the bus. it was crowded and hott. i cant hardly breathe. thats abg Shawals leg. gaga. i sat blakang sekali with Mimi and abg shawals friend and it made me feel nautious.
Shasha lookin at the cam. adorahhh-bleeThe kidssssss, and the groom.

theyl be more interesting events coming up soon. cant wait!

Berjarum- jarum(needle- needling)

2008-11-06T06:43:00.000-08:00

Today,one of my close girls are in for a deep commitment and relationship. I was there to see the historical and so called sweet muweet moment. The picture above shows how the event goes. Kanak2 inda dapat interfere, org tua punya talk gahaha.. so i stayed in the tv room and peek tru the see tru sliding door. Congratulation kaka S for being able to get your relationship to this stage.

The thing got boring cause all i did was sitting like a dumbass in the tv room without watching tv,i meann what was the whole point of being there..whatwhatt. it wasnt in for me. so i went to the mall since the house is very near to that place and i saw people with funny clothes. i saw stairs that moves by itself, i saw aeroplane painted on the ceiling, i saw a group of people acting weirly, i saw hooligans, i saw goodies hunged everywhere. It was awesome. Someday i will go to the mall again, memoklen. besaaaaaaaa ~

ps: Happy bday to my best girl ~ Diana William. lovess you babe.

An escape from depressed situation

2008-11-06T01:07:00.000-08:00

I LOSE WEIGHT. and im loving it. not much lahh 1kg only but its goody. Nothing much happen today xcpt for gym was cancelled, swimming with Aliff was cancelled, so i went to tenten's college mengacau dengan gumbira.
Ini tentenItu saya, pakai 2 safety belt, pasal babu cakap safety first. so manasajatah.And we were crusin dan taking random pictures. there were also a video, panat one. haha it wont upload. i dont know why, network problem kali. uhhWe were dragoning and we saw this at the scene. Tenten dengan birah tell me to snap a shot. haha so i did. angkara siapakah ini? thrwing rubbish arh public place. illegal drink lagi tu.
Im giving you.. muka birah ku wawawawawa xD

kami selalu pacah when we see each other, we dont need drugs to be happy. pasal itu hobbyy.

Detox

2008-11-05T02:49:00.000-08:00

So..many didnt agree with how i lose weight.. now i have to change it into healthier diet. tadi i went to booker and bought a book about detox. its a good book to be healthy and stay in shape, its usually for people whos addicted to drugs, alcohol and caffeine, but by reading it tru its a good start to be healthy, i gotta start somewhere right. i choose to use the water treatment method. i learnt that water can kill hunger if its taken in huge quantities. Meals cant be skipped, but i only can eat healthy food but in small potion. There are some simple recipies in the book for detox. i tried to make a potato salad(fatfree) this morning, and its yummy. simple yet effective. And the book also advised me to do activities that involves water. like sauna and swimming. sooooo tadi i went swimming again. to kill my boredom and fats. it was fun. Being healthy is fun when ur doing it right.. ayoo kawan kawan mari sehatkan badann ~ agagagga

Walk to the swimming pool. duit $2 tuk bayar entrance agahahah.
ps: ketiak ku nda bebulu mcm kau mol aghaghaha cari pasal again.. bag tenten lawa batmannn supeman buka baju nampak nenenn, apaaan..

i declare that my most fav day in a week is wednesdayyy! i love mi amigoos! before i was doomed but now im DU DI DU DI DAMM DAMM ~

Lost

2008-11-04T03:41:00.000-08:00

OOOkayy. this week is like a vacation to Mt. Everest. iv gt my plans but i dont know if im doing the right thing. But atleast iv gt plansss riight. This whole thing started when i checked thru my phone and i noticed that in my sent items, 90% of the txts was to Aliff, anndd i figured i really need to get myself busy, cause only 40% of the txts were replied(maybe less). So it got me thinking.. im annoying. Before he say that to my faceeeeeeee i better stop lah by getting myself busy likee calling my old friends, bring em out to movies, hanging out, roadtrips and getting myself in shape. Its not easy to get back into track with my buddies cause iv been missing a lot of things, i even forgot how to start a proper convo haha. Im not tryna change anything about me. i just wanna improve myself, maybe thatl help me get what i want. cause frankly im not happy with where and who i am right now. This is the best time to discover my true self i guess. whoever wants to help me, pls help, cause im struggling. agagaga payah buiiii xD

ps: jgn ketawa post tagged atu tampar krg agahgahagahahha

Iv been Tagged

2008-11-04T02:28:00.000-08:00

tagged.. 1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post these instruction with your picture.
5. Tag 5 people to do this.

ps: Pacah agahaghahahah thanks a bunch abg Nusi :P aku melayan abg jua ni cause iv gt nothing better to do agahahaha.

How to lose 5kgs in 1 week.

2008-11-02T19:01:00.000-08:00

Im fat now, baby Adam is not alone, aku pun sama bulat. I have to lose weight asap since Abg Sabars wedding is coming up and with new year and all the big events is up. Krg inda muat baju. gahhhhh. Today i wanna be on a diet, but not really healthy lahh agahgaha xD

First thing in the morning, il play ddr lookin like a fool for an hr.
Then i skip Bfast and eat heavy lunch(no carbs just veggies) cause il also be skipping dinner.
On the afternoon, to get my mind off the food, il play games and watch dvds.
If that doesnt work il go out to Adam cause he distracts me from remembering anything xD
On the afternoon i jog, most of the time i walk haha either way il also be sweating. For 90mins.After jogging il be eating fibrous food that Fiz introduced me.. oatmeal. YUCK
Thn by night il be so tired that i dont think about food that much.
btw water is very crucial in this unhealthy diet. agahgahahha

Boys and gals, don try tis at home, tis bery bery danjaarouss!

ps: No matter how much i lose weight masih jua kna ucap lampuh tu oleh org yg tough badanya ah. wuuu bide.

Trick or treatin'

2008-11-02T02:44:00.000-08:00

Updates from yesterdayy, well i went to Kaka Mariah's to visit baby Adam, hes getting bullat gahhhhhhh and for the first time, Adam farted on me. how dare heeee..gagagaga.. and thenn i went to kadai komunis to get good dvds and i met my babeh gerl Mena which will never happen again cause shes leaving and will be back til nx decade idk gagaga. Anddddddd its hallowen so i went to this costume party gathering at my friend's Tentonz. It was funnn i dressed as a flower garden. agahgahah chawiee.(my costume was bunga2 and iv gt butterfly and some fresh flowers attached to my hair) but it was fun and the food was great, i couldnt get far from the food stand. in the end it wasnt bout the costume anymore hehe, congrats to gudang garam for winning the contest, di mana membaley tiara mu ah. agahgahaha
Aman damai, peacee.. dan aku hippi si pencinta bungaFooood glorious fooooood ~

ps: thanks for the invite friends. theres some error in this post. but teeheeeee ;)
pss: IMA!

Haircut.

2008-10-31T03:42:00.000-07:00

Today i decided to pamper myself cause lately im fucked up and its been a bumpy week. and i figured nothing can make me feel better except for salón dé béstfurandó. i went to this saloon in gdg and had mani, pedi, facial, body massage and haircut. i have no idea why would i wanted to cut my hair. it was unplanned. i dont know, for a sec right there, it wasnt me talking. cause i know i like to keep it loong, my bf like it long. ada setan kali. gahhh now i look like crap. and worserr out of all styles, i choose to cut it with bangs, kira kan reshape lah tu, but it didnt end up well. menyasallllll gahhh menyasallllll. macam wig agahgahagahhaha babie eh, tantu si Momol dan si Arip ni punya pasal agahgahhah. pakyuh.

Before....Afterr..

ps: tapinya on the 2nd thought, ok lah cause the unwanted ends are all gone. I just hope that my hair'll grow fast. ini bukan diri ku.. gahhh hahah toinkk ~

Tenten's day out

2008-10-29T07:37:00.000-07:00

Ok titlenya membari kesian mcm baby agahaha. i had fun todayy, i get to spend time with tentonz from noon til malam. I went to her school's sport event and lapas atu 1 thing led to another we went shopping for swimming attire and she find a perfect one to tackle her babyboy. Thn we went swimming and then we hung out at my place memanat di dalam kebasahan. agahah apaaaaan.
Boringg borinngg event, this was just our meeting point.
Saya&tenten memanat dan berpanat
Swimmng timeeeeee.. seronokkkk.
Playing with water.. teehee
Memanat in the dark. agahahahha
Pose maut setangah mati agahhahahahha pacahDont mess with my elmo haha

tq tenten for the amahhzing wednesday pasal days ku has been dull lately, tq phren for the boost ;)

ps: i dont know why he hate to see me around. why does he like to make things complicated. feels like giving up.

Tired

2008-10-28T03:11:00.000-07:00

First of all, i wanna complain the authority of pusat eletrik di kawasan berakas cause i was sleeping in sweat. Memblack out rumah inda warning2. gahhh and i had to wake up early cause panas like fuck, and now im still lost cause i need my 12hrs sleep. Krg tah ku tidur. Tapi waking up early was oklahhhhh pasal ddr itu seronok. agahaha i worked out with my ddr and i felt tottaly stupid cause russel(the stand upcomedy guy that i watched the other day) totally made fun of ppl playing ddr and the jokes on me. but being a public personal joke doesnt stop me from being healthy. esehman. i have to lose weight before my Aliff make me jogg everyday, tidakkusanggupyaw. On the afternoon i went out with kaka shopping for her toddler. Biasaaa payday, it was fun cause how gila i drive kaka doesnt mind. haha, and then on the late afternoon i went shopping with mum for kitchen utensils. No pictures were taken cause i enjoyed my outing too much, inda lagi ingat, only this picture lah while tunggu kaka get ready.

ps: i have to make daddy stop smokin, his cough is getting worst. i love you daddeh.
pss: im planning watch movie tonight, siapa mau ikut?.. bayar sendiri yo

and.. another tk night

2008-10-26T08:39:00.001-07:00

Kami kami were feeling bosan dan sexy. so we decided to go there instead of hanging loose at my place. it was funn pasal si alif atu lawa2 wah kerajanya and pic2nya lawa. =) like wow!.Abnormal snapshot from aliffs lappy.

Sendingmetomydoorwithaglimpsofcutenessandannoyingness.

ps: muamu